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Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Other books by James Goodhand
  4. Dedication
  5. Four’s a Crowd
  6. That Friday Feeling
  7. Work
  8. Customer Service
  9. Starting Over
  10. Sweet Seventeen
  11. Burn, Baby, Burn
  12. A Turn
  13. Go-Between
  14. Joyride
  15. In
  16. Not a Date
  17. Taken Down
  18. Killing Time
  19. Reality
  20. The Long Wait
  21. The Other Side
  22. Dropping In
  23. In the Dark
  24. Blind Alley
  25. Showtime
  26. Straight Through
  27. What Develops
  28. Last Lesson
  29. House of Horrors
  30. Room with a View
  31. Party’s Over
  32. At Sea
  33. Fireworks
  34. The Turning of Tables
  35. Home Time
  36. Our Little Chats
  37. Out of the Blue?
  38. No Capes
  39. Holding On
  40. Salvage
  41. The End
  42. On a Promise
  43. Disco Inferno
  44. Lockdown
  45. Will Parks’ Big Moment
  46. The Calm
  47. Last Request
  48. The Storm
  49. All Change
  50. A Narrow Escape
  51. An Inconvenient Delay
  52. No More Fighting
  53. Level Crossing
  54. The Beginning
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Resources
  57. Read more
  58. Read more
  59. 5.11 a.m.
  60. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Will breaks. The fact that he’s wilfully skipping a lesson is the furthest thing from his mind. Instead, he and Alfie play five games of pool, all of which Will loses.

I’ve got complacent.

I was beginning to think I’d got a handle on how this works: I follow you, I watch what’s coming up ahead, and if there’s a chance to be taken to do some good and improve you into the bargain, then I do what I can to get a message through that will guide you towards taking that chance. The more we do it, the more you’ll trust me. The more you trust me, and the more confident you become, the more I can ask of you.

But the rules, it seems, are changing. Or perhaps I never understood them.

When this began, that night at the level crossing – what, a month ago? – I could see weeks ahead. Sure, I couldn’t see things in the distance clearly, but it was there all the same: a month of time stretched out ahead of me. But now, I can see a week and a half, at most. I’m getting shorter-sighted every day. The longer I follow you, the less I can see.

And that’s not my only worry.

‘You saved my life,’ Alfie said.

A bit dramatic, maybe. But you did save him from a world of trouble. And you’ve made a firm friend.

But you haven’t saved his life, I fear.

Because I keep getting hit by those flashes – everybody panicking, writhing, certain of their doom. But now there’s another vision that keeps coming for me, too. I see the marshes. Ground fog. Early, barely daylight. It’s normal, it’s normal, it’s normal, it’s –

What is that?

The sickness in the stomach. The reluctance to look. The need to look.

I can’t just see it. I can feel it.

Black, skeletal tree. Rope. Body. Limp. Hanging.

Familiar. All too familiar.

If you really have saved Alfie’s life, why do I keep seeing this? Just like that scene where everyone screams, where everyone dies, why does this vision seem like a premonition and a memory, too?

I only hope I can work it out. Work it out in time.

I’m trying. Believe me, I’m trying.

If only we could talk, you and I. If only there weren’t so many degrees of separation between us. One conversation might unlock it all.

It’s not all bad news, though. You’re doing great. Already you’re so much bolder. In fact, right now, all you need from me is a tiny little push, no more.

Pay attention. Today, fate has done the hard work for us. All you need is a well-timed reminder that opportunity exists for one reason only – to be taken.

I’m here, I’ll remind you.

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