Back Love in Focus
Chapters (47)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. 1: Gemma
  4. 2: Gemma
  5. 3: Gemma
  6. 4: Gemma
  7. 5: Celeste
  8. 6: Gemma
  9. 7: Gemma
  10. 8: Gemma
  11. 9: Celeste
  12. 10: Gemma
  13. 11: Gemma
  14. 12: Gemma
  15. 13: Celeste
  16. 14: Gemma
  17. 15: Gemma
  18. 16: Gemma
  19. 17: Celeste
  20. 18: Gemma
  21. 19: Gemma
  22. 20: Gemma
  23. 21: Celeste
  24. 22: Gemma
  25. 23: Gemma
  26. 24: Celeste
  27. 25: Gemma
  28. 26: Celeste
  29. 27: Gemma
  30. 28: Gemma
  31. 29: Celeste
  32. 30: Gemma
  33. 31: Celeste
  34. 32: Gemma
  35. 33: Gemma
  36. 34: Celeste
  37. 35: Gemma
  38. 36: Gemma
  39. 37: Gemma
  40. 38: Gemma
  41. 39: Gemma
  42. 40: Celeste
  43. 41: Gemma
  44. Epilogue
  45. Acknowledgments
  46. Discover More
  47. About the Author

When I ask them about their future plans, Case says, “We have no idea how our future will look. Ideally, we’ll stay here since SF is a nice little bubble apart from the rest of the country. I grew up in the Midwest, and it’s so different there.”

“Yeah, I’m figuring things out, too,” says Shriya. “Hopefully we’ll have a better idea when we start applying for jobs.”

They both look at each other and smile in a hopeful way that’s so sweet and familiar, it almost makes me sick.

“One last question,” I say. “How do you two define love?”

“Home,” Shriya says. “You know that saying, home can be another person? Well, that’s the case with me and Case. We accept each other unconditionally, like no one else has ever accepted us.”

“Damn,” says Case. “Definitely that! But also… shit. I don’t have anything substantial to add—wait, I know! Love is being there for each other, no matter what. Ah, sorry, that’s such a stereotypical answer.”

Shriya shrugs. “But it’s so true, though. Like, it’s not just having a crush or thinking someone is hot. It’s sticking together, through thick or thin.”

The sun is on the verge of setting by the time Shriya and Case leave. I stay behind to help Celeste pack up her equipment. And to hopefully thaw some of the ice between us. I want to keep things professional, but that doesn’t mean I want us to be so stiff and uncomfortable around each other.

The warm, cozy vibe of the studio is now gone, the waning light casting long shadows across the large open space. Everything takes on an almost haunted quality in the growing darkness, and Celeste turns on the overhead lights.

She has her back toward me, unplugging and wrapping wires around the studio, when I say, “What did you think about today’s interviews?”

“They were cute,” she replies. “Idealistic and naive, for sure, though. It reminded me of…”

She trails off and meets my eyes, glancing up at me from underneath her long, dark lashes. Just her looking at me like that is enough to make me warm up in places I shouldn’t even be thinking of right now.

“Yeah,” I say. “It made me think of us, too.”

I’d only meant to engage in friendly conversation, but it’s like there’s no middle ground between Celeste and me. One moment, there’s a big wall between us, and the next, my heart’s racing and about to burst.

Celeste takes a step toward me, before clearing her throat and turning away. “So, I’ll see you at the next shoot?”