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Chapters (47)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. 1: Gemma
  4. 2: Gemma
  5. 3: Gemma
  6. 4: Gemma
  7. 5: Celeste
  8. 6: Gemma
  9. 7: Gemma
  10. 8: Gemma
  11. 9: Celeste
  12. 10: Gemma
  13. 11: Gemma
  14. 12: Gemma
  15. 13: Celeste
  16. 14: Gemma
  17. 15: Gemma
  18. 16: Gemma
  19. 17: Celeste
  20. 18: Gemma
  21. 19: Gemma
  22. 20: Gemma
  23. 21: Celeste
  24. 22: Gemma
  25. 23: Gemma
  26. 24: Celeste
  27. 25: Gemma
  28. 26: Celeste
  29. 27: Gemma
  30. 28: Gemma
  31. 29: Celeste
  32. 30: Gemma
  33. 31: Celeste
  34. 32: Gemma
  35. 33: Gemma
  36. 34: Celeste
  37. 35: Gemma
  38. 36: Gemma
  39. 37: Gemma
  40. 38: Gemma
  41. 39: Gemma
  42. 40: Celeste
  43. 41: Gemma
  44. Epilogue
  45. Acknowledgments
  46. Discover More
  47. About the Author

It’s in Korean, like all her messages with Min-joon and their other friends in Seoul. She’s fluent in both languages, so without much effort, she switches her phone keyboard language from English to Korean to reply, Yes.

Her phone immediately lights up again, but this time with an incoming video call. Celeste immediately declines it. Not now. I’ll call you back later.

As fun as it would be to tell Min-joon about what happened in the last couple of hours, it’d have to wait. Gemma, she knows, is a light sleeper. It’s a miracle she hasn’t woken up yet for this entire car ride.

When they arrive at her Airbnb, Celeste has to remind herself that, even though she still knows Gemma’s little quirks, like her low alcohol tolerance and her sleeping habits, she and her ex are practically strangers now. It’s no longer any of her business how the other woman lives her life. Or if she’s single.

After tucking Gemma into her own bed and washing up for the night, Celeste makes up her mind. She has to keep her distance from her ex while they work on this project. Or at least, she has to, emotionally. Developing new feelings after all these years will not only be a distraction from the project at hand, but also probably a fool’s errand.

And “Modern Love in Focus” is much too important, for both her and Gemma, to be ruined by drama, past or present.

10: Gemma

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The next morning, I’m not in my own bed.

Head pounding, I jerk up to a sitting position and look down at myself. Thankfully, I’m still fully clothed, wearing yesterday’s dress and makeup. Not so thankfully, my face feels crusty, and my mouth is dry and feels disgusting. My breath probably stinks, too.

I can’t remember the last time I got this fucked up. College, maybe?

I don’t have to look around much to guess where I am. It’s obvious from the bright pink comforter and frilly lace pillowcases that I’m in Celeste’s bed.

Even though we lived together for over a year, we kept our separate twin beds since I wasn’t officially out yet and my parents lived less than an hour away—at most two, with bad traffic. They had a bad habit of “stopping by” unannounced, and we didn’t want to make them suspicious whenever they visited. On a practical level, we were also, of course, two broke college students that couldn’t spring for a queen.

I used to tease Celeste about how she was totally an emo goth girl who secretly had a Barbie-pink bedroom, since her bedding and curtains were all pink, even though she almost always wore black in college.