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Chapters (47)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. 1: Gemma
  4. 2: Gemma
  5. 3: Gemma
  6. 4: Gemma
  7. 5: Celeste
  8. 6: Gemma
  9. 7: Gemma
  10. 8: Gemma
  11. 9: Celeste
  12. 10: Gemma
  13. 11: Gemma
  14. 12: Gemma
  15. 13: Celeste
  16. 14: Gemma
  17. 15: Gemma
  18. 16: Gemma
  19. 17: Celeste
  20. 18: Gemma
  21. 19: Gemma
  22. 20: Gemma
  23. 21: Celeste
  24. 22: Gemma
  25. 23: Gemma
  26. 24: Celeste
  27. 25: Gemma
  28. 26: Celeste
  29. 27: Gemma
  30. 28: Gemma
  31. 29: Celeste
  32. 30: Gemma
  33. 31: Celeste
  34. 32: Gemma
  35. 33: Gemma
  36. 34: Celeste
  37. 35: Gemma
  38. 36: Gemma
  39. 37: Gemma
  40. 38: Gemma
  41. 39: Gemma
  42. 40: Celeste
  43. 41: Gemma
  44. Epilogue
  45. Acknowledgments
  46. Discover More
  47. About the Author

Tattoos aren’t widely accepted in Korean society, or at least not as much as they are in the US. When I was growing up, my parents would tell me only criminals and other social deviants have tattoos. That isn’t to say no one in South Korea has tattoos—a good number do. But it’s much more of a big “fuck you” to traditional values than it is here in the US, especially prominently visible ones like Celeste’s. And definitely more so if you’re a woman.

Gorgeously inked black flowers trail across her left arm and leg, giving her femme fatale vibes that make my heart skip a beat. I get the sudden urge to run my hands over them, to trace all the lines and curves.

But of course, I can’t do that. Not when it’s been eight years since we last saw each other.

I swallow, and ball my hands into fists before glancing away like I didn’t spend the last few seconds staring at her. My cheeks are red-hot, but I keep my expression indifferent. That and avoiding eye contact are the only things I can do to keep some semblance of my pride.

But fuck. Some people do age like fine wine.

In an attempt to regain my sanity, I pretend Celeste doesn’t exist, and address Gretchen instead.

“Sorry for barging in, but I wanted to check if you’re okay,” I say to her. “I can get you some water if you want…”

Gretchen heaves a long sigh and stumbles forward, away from Celeste. She jabs a finger in my direction and says, still slurring her words, “You. How do you know Celeste? She’s been cheating on me this whole time, hasn’t she?”

And that’s enough drama for me today. It appears I overstepped. Gretchen has stopped vomiting, at least, so it’s time for me to make my exit.

I back away, pushing the stall door open behind me. “Um, no idea about the second part but if she was, it wasn’t with me. We went to college together, that’s all. I haven’t seen her in eight years.”

I of course don’t mention she’s my ex. That’s a detail I doubt will sit well with Gretchen.

If Celeste visibly reacts to what I say, I don’t see it, because I force myself to keep ignoring her. Her mere presence, only a few feet away, makes my entire body tingle in an unfortunately not-unpleasant way. I can’t stay here.