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Chapters (47)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. 1: Gemma
  4. 2: Gemma
  5. 3: Gemma
  6. 4: Gemma
  7. 5: Celeste
  8. 6: Gemma
  9. 7: Gemma
  10. 8: Gemma
  11. 9: Celeste
  12. 10: Gemma
  13. 11: Gemma
  14. 12: Gemma
  15. 13: Celeste
  16. 14: Gemma
  17. 15: Gemma
  18. 16: Gemma
  19. 17: Celeste
  20. 18: Gemma
  21. 19: Gemma
  22. 20: Gemma
  23. 21: Celeste
  24. 22: Gemma
  25. 23: Gemma
  26. 24: Celeste
  27. 25: Gemma
  28. 26: Celeste
  29. 27: Gemma
  30. 28: Gemma
  31. 29: Celeste
  32. 30: Gemma
  33. 31: Celeste
  34. 32: Gemma
  35. 33: Gemma
  36. 34: Celeste
  37. 35: Gemma
  38. 36: Gemma
  39. 37: Gemma
  40. 38: Gemma
  41. 39: Gemma
  42. 40: Celeste
  43. 41: Gemma
  44. Epilogue
  45. Acknowledgments
  46. Discover More
  47. About the Author

When her agent sends her the first roundup of available jobs in the area for the new year, Celeste doesn’t expect to see Gemma’s name attached to one of them. But there she is, clear as day, the lead journalist on a project that’s vaguely reminiscent of “Modern Love in Focus.”

Intrigued, Celeste clicks through to read the description. Unlike the project Celeste worked on with Gemma, this newly proposed one focuses on younger couples and is purely visual media based. And instead of interviewing many different people, it follows two couples over the course of a year, revisiting with them every six months to see how they change—if at all. It’s an ambitious project, and one that sounds very cool at that. Celeste feels a rush of pride that Gemma is at the helm of it.

From watching Gemma’s Instagram Stories—a guilty pleasure of hers that, to her therapist’s chagrin, she could never get rid of no matter how hard she tried—she knows that Gemma relocated to SoCal at some point. She just doesn’t know where and why.

Without logging in, Celeste surreptitiously looks at Gemma’s thankfully public LinkedIn profile. It says Gemma relocated to Citrine’s office in Irvine as a multimedia journalist in May, so eight months ago. A promotion, maybe. But the fact that she suddenly moved to Irvine, where her parents live, of all places, concerns Celeste.

Did something happen with her family? Celeste reaches for her phone… and then stops herself. Aside from wishing each other a happy birthday, Celeste to Gemma in March and Gemma to Celeste in June, they haven’t interacted with each other at all in the past several months.

A year is nothing compared to the eight they previously spent apart, but for some reason, this period of time has felt a lot longer for Celeste, and somehow more excruciating. It’d gotten to the point that she had to resume therapy, which she’d previously quit a couple of years ago, so she could have someone—other than Min-joon, who has his own drama to deal with these days—to help sort out her thoughts and feelings after what happened between her and Gemma.

Unsurprisingly, her therapist, who for years has been appalled by her absolute refusal to engage in romantic relationships, is in good spirits when Celeste updates her about Gemma.

“Maybe you should consider reaching out to her,” Dr. Espinosa cheerfully suggests. “Properly this time. If only to check in on her to make sure she’s okay. Throw the ball in her court. If she chooses to engage with you, then great. If not, that’s great, too. It’ll be a sign for you to respectfully move on.”

Celeste can’t resist joking, “Or I could not talk to her and be forever alone.”