Back Love, Heather
Chapters (42)
  1. Title Page
  2. Dedication
  3. Acknowledgments
  4. Prologue
  5. Part 1: March
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Part 2: April
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. Chapter 27
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Part 3: July
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Epilogue
  41. Also Available by Laurie Petrou
  42. Author Biography

Later, at home, I take the garbage out, grumbling as I drag the big bin out to the curb. I feel like something is getting away from me. I bite at my thumbnail, which has become irritated and red. I look out toward Lottie’s street. The sun is setting, and the tops of all the houses are a pretty red. I pull out my phone. I text her.

Hey hey

Nothing. I walk back to the house and nudge her again.

What r u doing. I’m so bored

No response, which is bullshit. It’s not like she didn’t see it. We all have our phones with us all the time.

I think of Paige, and then on a whim text her to see if she wants to go to the movies together.

To see what

isle of dogs is playing at the old theater

Yea ok. Want to ask Lottie too

I think about this, and how Lottie would probably say yes to Paige, and then I’d end up feeling like the third wheel.

I feel a little bad, but say, I think she’s got something tonight.

*   *   *

I’m nervous, like it’s a date or something. I get to the theater and see her standing there, alone. She’s tapping away on her phone but looks up and smiles when I jump in front of her and say “Boo!” like an idiot. Oh God. I calm down and put my hands in my pockets.

We get the movie tickets and line up to get popcorn.

“Are you a fan?” I ask her.

“Of what?” Paige says. She is so pretty: dark-blonde hair hanging in perfect beachy waves, her face kind of pale and delicate, finely carved cheekbones and thick dark eyebrows that show every expression. “Of Wes Anderson. I’ve been a fan since I saw Bottle Rocket. Love that one. It’s so unpolished, you know, like you can see what he’ll become?”

“Right,” she says, dipping her head to look at her phone. I remind myself to dial it back on the film nerd talk.

I take a large popcorn from the concession stand kid and pop a handful in my mouth, offering some to Paige, who bought nothing. She stares at the popcorn and shakes her head.

“Aren’t you hungry?” I ask as we walk into the dark theater.

She looks up at me and smiles. “Hmm? No, I’m fine. Full, actually.”