Back Love and Other Lies
Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Imagine a girl
  4. Prologue
  5. The Foreigner
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. The Skeptic
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. Thirteen
  20. Fourteen
  21. Fifteen
  22. Sixteen
  23. Seventeen
  24. Eighteen
  25. Nineteen
  26. Twenty
  27. Twenty-One
  28. Twenty-Two
  29. Twenty-Three
  30. The Spectator
  31. Twenty-Four
  32. Twenty-Five
  33. Twenty-Six
  34. Twenty-Seven
  35. Twenty-Eight
  36. Twenty-Nine
  37. The Assassin
  38. Thirty
  39. Thirty-One
  40. Thirty-Two
  41. Thirty-Three
  42. Thirty-Four
  43. Thirty-Five
  44. Thirty-Six
  45. Thirty-Seven
  46. Thirty-Eight
  47. Thirty-Nine
  48. Forty
  49. Forty-One
  50. The Hunter
  51. Forty-Two
  52. Forty-Three
  53. Forty-Four
  54. Forty-Five
  55. Forty-Six
  56. Forty-Seven
  57. Imagine a girl
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. About the Author
  60. Also by Ben McPherson
  61. About the Publisher

“Good question.” She gave the tiniest shake of her head, put the phone down on the table. “She’d find the whole thing very strange, I guess, the uses to which a picture can be put. But it keeps her alive in people’s minds. I’d kind of prefer it without the gun, though.”

“Me too. Maybe a gun is what it takes.”

“Maybe.”

I sat down. I set a glass in front of Elsa. She lifted it to her eyes, turning the stem.

“How do you get them so perfect, Cal?” she said, her voice full of warmth.

We drank, holding each other’s gaze. The ice shards were almost gone now.

I put down my glass. “Elsa, do we ask Bror to speak to Vee?”

“Interesting.” She rearranged herself in her chair. “Why?”

“I guess I am starting to worry a little about her gaming . . .”

“Thank you. Finally. That fucking game.”

“Yeah. That fucking game. So if Bror could start a conversation with her?”

“Which would be what? I don’t really get what he stands for these days.”

“Believe what you like, and try to be good. More a discipline than a religion.”

“Sounds like a match. Except the bit about being good.”

I laughed. We drank to each other again, holding each other’s gaze.

I put down my glass. “There’s something else.” I slid the scanned Post-It note across the table to her. She read it, tracing the words with her thumbnail.

“Okay,” she said. “It’s a message to Ephraim Tvist from Switchboard:

“ ‘Four twelve: Man called with description of two individuals behaving in a suspicious manner in the vicinity of the town hall. Both were men, both appeared to have dyed their hair blond, both were wearing black coveralls, and walking at a swift march to a white Volkswagen Polo with the registration plate XR310701.’ ”

“Bastard,” I said. “He’s such a master of deflection.”

Her blue-gray eyes, quietly appraising me. “I think he might be playing you, Cal.”

“You know what’s so hard in this place?” I said. “Everyone’s so nice, so understanding, so welcoming that you never really believe someone could be taking you for a fool.”

“And we are sure this is genuine? Where did you get it?”

“One of Bror’s people. Milla. Waiting for me in the town square while you went back to the boat. Why would it not be genuine?”

The tiniest of frowns. “So from Bror . . . ?”

“I don’t think Bror knows.”

“All right,” she said. “This note is significant.”

“Significant? Elsa, Tvist could have prevented the whole fucking thing. And all the while he smiles and tells us he understands how we must be feeling. And all the time he’s deflecting our attention away.”

“You can’t confront him. That isn’t how we do things here.”

“Yeah, I’m starting to realize that.”