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Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Imagine a girl
  4. Prologue
  5. The Foreigner
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. The Skeptic
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. Thirteen
  20. Fourteen
  21. Fifteen
  22. Sixteen
  23. Seventeen
  24. Eighteen
  25. Nineteen
  26. Twenty
  27. Twenty-One
  28. Twenty-Two
  29. Twenty-Three
  30. The Spectator
  31. Twenty-Four
  32. Twenty-Five
  33. Twenty-Six
  34. Twenty-Seven
  35. Twenty-Eight
  36. Twenty-Nine
  37. The Assassin
  38. Thirty
  39. Thirty-One
  40. Thirty-Two
  41. Thirty-Three
  42. Thirty-Four
  43. Thirty-Five
  44. Thirty-Six
  45. Thirty-Seven
  46. Thirty-Eight
  47. Thirty-Nine
  48. Forty
  49. Forty-One
  50. The Hunter
  51. Forty-Two
  52. Forty-Three
  53. Forty-Four
  54. Forty-Five
  55. Forty-Six
  56. Forty-Seven
  57. Imagine a girl
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. About the Author
  60. Also by Ben McPherson
  61. About the Publisher

We rounded the spit. There was the cliff wall. There was our wooden speedboat, moored at the foot of the steps.

Elsa was frowning. Where was Vee?

As we drew level with the speedboat Elsa hooked an arm across the side of it, passed a rope through a metal ring and back. She stood up, looked down into the boat. Her hand brushed my shoulder.

I stood up, cautious. There was Vee, crouching low in the boat, hands across her face, rocking backward and forward.

“Vee,” I said.

I felt Elsa slide past me, saw that she was securing the boats at the bow. I swung a leg across, stood, finding my balance as the speedboat gently rocked.

“Vee.”

When I crouched beside her I could hear the rapid in-in-and-out of her breaths. I put a hand across her shoulder. She leaned in toward me, and I held her very tightly. A tiny, sighing sound, then another, as she gulped air.

I heard a splash, heard chain links on the fiberglass hull of the little white boat, looked up to see Elsa letting the anchor rope run through her fingers.

Vee took her hands from her face. Her eyelashes were matted and wet. I kissed the hair on top of her head, held my palms against her cheeks.

“Dad,” Vee whispered. “I’m sorry.”

“My poor tired horse.”

She looked guiltily at me. Her eyes were shot with blood.

“I wanted to see.”

I nodded. Last known whereabouts.

“I get it,” I whispered. “We both get it.”

“Dad, I want to go on land.”

We followed a short distance behind Vee. I walked along the cliff edge toward the sheer wall of the staircase, looked down to where the girl matching Licia’s description had hidden from the gunmen. The churning fjord was still now, mirror flat.

Elsa trailed her fingertips across the palm of my hand.

“Hey.”

“Hey.”

You would never know, I thought. When you looked about you, the island was perfect. The neat lines of the cabins by the lake, the straight-sided path: the placing of man-made objects in nature, everything simple and rational. Ahead, Vee was walking the path toward the cabins.

“So it was Vee,” I said. “The Knights Templar websites. Looking for answers, she said. Been going there for months.”

Elsa watched Vee for a time. Then she turned to me. “And if we freak out about that we make things worse.”

“Yeah. I resisted making a point-by-point breakdown of why everything those people believe was wrong. Figured it would make it more attractive. We should catch up with her, though.”

She put a hand on my shoulder. “Let her do this, Cal. Let her understand for herself the implications of what those men believe.”

“All right.”