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Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Imagine a girl
  4. Prologue
  5. The Foreigner
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. The Skeptic
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. Thirteen
  20. Fourteen
  21. Fifteen
  22. Sixteen
  23. Seventeen
  24. Eighteen
  25. Nineteen
  26. Twenty
  27. Twenty-One
  28. Twenty-Two
  29. Twenty-Three
  30. The Spectator
  31. Twenty-Four
  32. Twenty-Five
  33. Twenty-Six
  34. Twenty-Seven
  35. Twenty-Eight
  36. Twenty-Nine
  37. The Assassin
  38. Thirty
  39. Thirty-One
  40. Thirty-Two
  41. Thirty-Three
  42. Thirty-Four
  43. Thirty-Five
  44. Thirty-Six
  45. Thirty-Seven
  46. Thirty-Eight
  47. Thirty-Nine
  48. Forty
  49. Forty-One
  50. The Hunter
  51. Forty-Two
  52. Forty-Three
  53. Forty-Four
  54. Forty-Five
  55. Forty-Six
  56. Forty-Seven
  57. Imagine a girl
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. About the Author
  60. Also by Ben McPherson
  61. About the Publisher

She smiled, but did not turn from her screen. “The key, the door, your footsteps . . . you know . . .” Her avatar picked up a large sniper rifle from behind a bookcase.

“All right, Miss Supersense. Mum not home yet?”

“I thought she was with you.”

“So you put Franklin to bed by yourself?”

“Yay expressed breast milk. Yay carrot smoothie. Yay soiled diaper.”

“Vee, I’m sorry—”

She turned, smiled, cut me short. “Don’t sweat it.”

I had waited on my bench for an hour. Elsa had not appeared. Her phone was off.

I walked through the living room to our bedroom. Franklin lay in his cot, clutching and unclutching his fists, sucking on the nose of his bear. I slipped my hand into his, and he gripped it. “Beautiful child,” I whispered, and he stirred, turned on to his back, opened his eyes, shook his fists excitedly.

“Dddd,” he said.

“Shhh, love. Shhh.” I shielded his eyes with my hand, sang the only Norwegian lullaby I knew:

Sleep in peace

Little man

Dream of mint and clover

“Mmm,” said Franklin. “Mmm.”

“Sleep, little man.”

Dream so sweet

And travel, fleet

Sleep, my sweet wild rover

When I lifted my hand away, Franklin’s eyes were closed.

I stood in the hall, watching Vee in the light of her screen. Behind her the door to her sister’s room was open, but Licia’s window blind was closed.

Vee’s avatar crouched at the top of a high tower, aiming with a hunting rifle at a girl in a blue beret far below. Vee fired twice. The girl crumpled to the ground. Her possessions scattered on the grass.

Eliminated WhoKTDid

No sound beyond my daughter’s breathing. Her avatar jumped down from the tower to where the girl with the blue beret had stood.

“Vee, have you had any weird friend requests recently?”

“Dad, we had this talk literally a hundred times.” She turned so that I could see the exaggerated roll of her eyes. “I don’t friend with randoms.” She turned back to her screen. Her avatar climbed up the tower, began scanning the horizon for movement.

“Okay. But how about people calling themselves knights?”

“Ew. People with knight gamer tags are the worst. They’re all, like, I don’t know, Sir Fragalot, or Damselpleezer. Easy to kill, though. Watch.”

Her avatar switched weapons.

“Is that a rocket launcher, Vee?”

An amused smile. “Yepp.”

On the screen Vee’s avatar fired two rockets at a distant tower. The tower came crashing down. A tiny figure began running from the scene. Vee’s avatar took her hunting rifle, aimed, and shot the figure dead.

Eliminated Kruse8or

“Kruse8or,” said Vee. “See what I mean?”

“And how big a thing is racism in this game?”