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Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Imagine a girl
  4. Prologue
  5. The Foreigner
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. The Skeptic
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. Thirteen
  20. Fourteen
  21. Fifteen
  22. Sixteen
  23. Seventeen
  24. Eighteen
  25. Nineteen
  26. Twenty
  27. Twenty-One
  28. Twenty-Two
  29. Twenty-Three
  30. The Spectator
  31. Twenty-Four
  32. Twenty-Five
  33. Twenty-Six
  34. Twenty-Seven
  35. Twenty-Eight
  36. Twenty-Nine
  37. The Assassin
  38. Thirty
  39. Thirty-One
  40. Thirty-Two
  41. Thirty-Three
  42. Thirty-Four
  43. Thirty-Five
  44. Thirty-Six
  45. Thirty-Seven
  46. Thirty-Eight
  47. Thirty-Nine
  48. Forty
  49. Forty-One
  50. The Hunter
  51. Forty-Two
  52. Forty-Three
  53. Forty-Four
  54. Forty-Five
  55. Forty-Six
  56. Forty-Seven
  57. Imagine a girl
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. About the Author
  60. Also by Ben McPherson
  61. About the Publisher

Jo put his hands up. Guilty as charged. “You’ve got it, darling. Where’s your sister?”

“Feminist summer camp.”

“Ooh. Fun.”

“Not if I know my sister. Where’s the new boyfriend?”

At this Jo became serious. “Edvard sends his love. He’s trying to put a helicopter in the air.”

Vee said, “There are lots of helicopters.”

“Not a single one from the police,” said Jo.

We stared toward the town. Jo stood between us, an arm over Elsa’s shoulder.

“Edvard says no one died,” he said. “Can you believe that? Literally not one person. Come on, you.” He took Elsa’s hand in his and led her into the restaurant.

I hung back with Vee. “Well, that’s a result,” I said. “You okay?”

“Can I tell Julie?”

I looked at the ash cloud that hung above the town. It must be half a mile across.

“Don’t want to cause trouble for Edvard and Jo.”

Vee nodded. “All right. Got it.”

On the wooden steps outside the restaurant was Hedda, smoking a cigarette, a beer in her left hand. Tiny compared to Elsa, barely taller than Vee, in stacked heels and black knee-length dress, her dark hair hanging in ringlets around her face, watching the town.

“Love,” I said, “why don’t you go in, get Mum to get you set up with a table? I want a word with Hedda.”

“You don’t even like her.”

I laughed. “I do like Hedda.”

“I do like Hedda,” she mimicked through clenched teeth. “You always say that in exactly the same way. And anyway, I asked Mum if you liked Hedda—”

“See you inside, Vee.”

“Don’t you want to know what Mum said?”

“See you inside.”

Vee began to walk toward the bar. I put my phone in my pocket, walked toward Hedda, whose eyes remained fixed on the horizon.

“How was your night out?” I said.

She looked up at me, eyes twinkling. “Which night out?”

“With Elsa? Last night?”

“Oh, that night out.” She got to her feet, stood swaying slightly, examined her cigarette as if trying to remember something, then smiled again. “Nice, thank you. Why aren’t you asking Elsa?”

She hugged me demonstratively, as if making a point, then planted a kiss on my cheek.

“Elsa came home at four,” I said.

“Sounds about right. All those married men at Lorry, quietly slipping their wedding bands into their pockets, sending over trays of drinks, sliding in at our table, bumping hard against our thighs . . .”

I pulled away slightly, trying to read her expression.

A smile twitched across her face. “Obviously I’m joking.”

“Obviously.” I put my arm around her, patted her twice, then tried to step out of the embrace, but she held on to me, pulled me toward the restaurant, then pushed me gently through the door and into our anniversary party.

“Skål for Cal and for Elsa, everyone!”

“Skål!”

A toast. To us.