Back Love and Other Lies
Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Imagine a girl
  4. Prologue
  5. The Foreigner
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. The Skeptic
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. Thirteen
  20. Fourteen
  21. Fifteen
  22. Sixteen
  23. Seventeen
  24. Eighteen
  25. Nineteen
  26. Twenty
  27. Twenty-One
  28. Twenty-Two
  29. Twenty-Three
  30. The Spectator
  31. Twenty-Four
  32. Twenty-Five
  33. Twenty-Six
  34. Twenty-Seven
  35. Twenty-Eight
  36. Twenty-Nine
  37. The Assassin
  38. Thirty
  39. Thirty-One
  40. Thirty-Two
  41. Thirty-Three
  42. Thirty-Four
  43. Thirty-Five
  44. Thirty-Six
  45. Thirty-Seven
  46. Thirty-Eight
  47. Thirty-Nine
  48. Forty
  49. Forty-One
  50. The Hunter
  51. Forty-Two
  52. Forty-Three
  53. Forty-Four
  54. Forty-Five
  55. Forty-Six
  56. Forty-Seven
  57. Imagine a girl
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. About the Author
  60. Also by Ben McPherson
  61. About the Publisher

“At best it was a riddle. It was cruel, Licia. We never knew you were okay.”

This threw her off balance. She stood, swaying slightly, weighing her thoughts.

I held out my hand, which she took. For a moment I thought she might cry.

“Sit with me,” I said.

She began to sit.

“Licia, love, you need to tell the police what you know.”

At the mention of the police her resolve returned. It was instant. She was on her feet again, moving swiftly toward the stairs.

I sprang after her.

Striding toward us along the corridor was Tvist, his dark head glistening, his eyes alive, laughing as he spoke.

“What a momentous day. I am so pleased for you, Cal, my friend. So very, very pleased. Lovely to meet you, Alicia.”

“Licia,” I said, “this is Mr. Tvist. He’s the chief of police.”

Licia stepped past him. The smile froze on his face.

“I’ll explain,” I said. “We’re coming back. Licia!”

She was at the stairs. I followed her down until we were out of sight of Tvist.

I took her wrist, spun her around. “Tell me I’m wrong about the attacks. Licia, please.”

“Why do you think you can make this okay? Dad, I have blood on my hands. I’m non-recuperable.”

“Listen to yourself. Non-recuperable. That’s not your word. You’re following someone else’s script.”

“You never believed I could be something better.” That look in her eye. Utter contempt. She pulled her hand free. She stood, eyes locked onto mine, as if amazed by her own strength. “You’ve always thought I was stupid.”

“No, love. No.”

She set off down the stairs, two at a time. I followed, but she was nimbler than me, her movements efficient and smooth, her left hand skimming the banister on each turn, releasing on the straight.

We were in the main hall, abruptly, where on the weekdays people stood in line for passports. Licia’s leather soles skidded on the polished floor.

Behind glass screens near the exit two uniformed officers smiled pleasantly.

“Stop her!” I shouted. “Please.”

The officers turned uselessly, but we were past them and out in the evening heat.

I was gaining on her. In the park outside, the day was bright. People sunned themselves on benches. Children played in the monumental fountain.

I caught up with her, took her by the wrist, spun her around.

“Did you prepare the attacks?”

“Get off!” she shouted.

People began to turn.

“Get him off me!”

“You were in touch with them for months. The police presented us with evidence and we just didn’t think it could be you. You were too good. Too obedient. You weren’t a rebel. Do you know, at one point we actually started to wonder about Vee being radicalized—”

“Let go.”

“What happened, Licia?”

She was struggling hard. The strength of her was terrifying.

“I’m not your possession. You don’t control the truth.”