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Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Imagine a girl
  4. Prologue
  5. The Foreigner
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. The Skeptic
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. Thirteen
  20. Fourteen
  21. Fifteen
  22. Sixteen
  23. Seventeen
  24. Eighteen
  25. Nineteen
  26. Twenty
  27. Twenty-One
  28. Twenty-Two
  29. Twenty-Three
  30. The Spectator
  31. Twenty-Four
  32. Twenty-Five
  33. Twenty-Six
  34. Twenty-Seven
  35. Twenty-Eight
  36. Twenty-Nine
  37. The Assassin
  38. Thirty
  39. Thirty-One
  40. Thirty-Two
  41. Thirty-Three
  42. Thirty-Four
  43. Thirty-Five
  44. Thirty-Six
  45. Thirty-Seven
  46. Thirty-Eight
  47. Thirty-Nine
  48. Forty
  49. Forty-One
  50. The Hunter
  51. Forty-Two
  52. Forty-Three
  53. Forty-Four
  54. Forty-Five
  55. Forty-Six
  56. Forty-Seven
  57. Imagine a girl
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. About the Author
  60. Also by Ben McPherson
  61. About the Publisher

Silence in the hall. Around me the great wooden beams seemed to flex and settle. Again that strange sense of a living house, breathing. At the far end the door to the kitchen was open. And a sound from closer by. A soft object lifted from a hard surface.

“You may keep your shoes on,” I heard Bror call after me.

“Thank you!” I shouted. I took them off all the same.

The second door on the left was ajar. A shadow crossed the doorframe. There was Arno, shoes in one hand, a small overnight bag in the other. His face betrayed him: something hasty and furtive, though he tried to smile it away.

“Hi, Arno,” I said. “Good to see you.”

“Hei.” He stood facing me, pulling the door handle toward him.

“Did you just . . . ?” I said, unsure if I’d imagined it, but he stepped past me and down the hall, was on the porch now stepping into his shoes, waving to his mother.

I turned toward the door to the second room. Imperceptibly ajar.

In the courtyard Arno was climbing into the car, was embracing his mother. Bror was smiling down on them, benevolent and kind, his arms held wide.

What did Arno not want me to see? The door had not clicked shut. Tempting to lean against it, just to see. But if it gave, what then? Because when Bror turned I would be in his line of sight.

I heard Bror slam Arno’s car door shut. I turned to watch him. He said a few words to Arno’s mother and waved her away. Now he was striding toward the house as the red cabriolet arced out of the courtyard and along the track toward the main road.

I stood in the hallway, waiting, arms folded across my chest.

“What did you mean by ‘something wonderful’?” I said as he crossed the threshold. “Was it Licia?”

He gave the broadest of smiles. “How is her breathing?”

“Cured,” I said. “Almost.”

“Then why do I see trouble in your eyes?”

“Was she living here with you?”

He laughed gently. “There would be a cruelty in that, would there not?” He put a steadying hand on my arm. “For Alicia Curtis to have been here, and for you to have been here, and for me not to have told you? Surely you do not think me cruel?”

The idea was absurd. And yet . . .

“Who was she with?”

“Good people.” He must have caught the look in my eye.

“Why did she leave us?”

He smiled, but his eyes flicked to the side as he gathered his thoughts. “Wouldn’t you rather hear the whole thing from her?”

“She hasn’t spoken.”

“You must have faith, Cal. I guarantee that Licia will speak. And soon.” He placed his hand on my arm. For a moment I felt truly understood. He was so good at this, and yet . . .

I said, “Has she spoken to you?”