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Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Imagine a girl
  4. Prologue
  5. The Foreigner
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. The Skeptic
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. Thirteen
  20. Fourteen
  21. Fifteen
  22. Sixteen
  23. Seventeen
  24. Eighteen
  25. Nineteen
  26. Twenty
  27. Twenty-One
  28. Twenty-Two
  29. Twenty-Three
  30. The Spectator
  31. Twenty-Four
  32. Twenty-Five
  33. Twenty-Six
  34. Twenty-Seven
  35. Twenty-Eight
  36. Twenty-Nine
  37. The Assassin
  38. Thirty
  39. Thirty-One
  40. Thirty-Two
  41. Thirty-Three
  42. Thirty-Four
  43. Thirty-Five
  44. Thirty-Six
  45. Thirty-Seven
  46. Thirty-Eight
  47. Thirty-Nine
  48. Forty
  49. Forty-One
  50. The Hunter
  51. Forty-Two
  52. Forty-Three
  53. Forty-Four
  54. Forty-Five
  55. Forty-Six
  56. Forty-Seven
  57. Imagine a girl
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. About the Author
  60. Also by Ben McPherson
  61. About the Publisher

The footage from Garden Island. There was Paul Andersen waiting on the yellowed grass for the man in the T-shirt. He looked like an avatar, like a graphic drawn on a map.

“How did you get into my laptop?”

“You were asleep,” she said, as if that explained it.

I rolled on to the floor, put my arm around Vee, who leaned toward me, tilting the laptop screen upward.

“Watch.”

A flickering around the bottom left of the frame. Vee stopped the footage, spooled back, ran it again. And there—I couldn’t believe we had missed it—something passed through the frame. A gray sworl. Now there; now gone.

Vee rewound and ran it again. There was Paul Andersen, waiting on the grass, the camera looking calmly down at him. And there was the man in the torn T-shirt, running toward Paul Andersen. Andersen raised his weapon. The man stopped. You saw the pistol kick in Andersen’s hand. You saw the man sway. Then came that horrible moment when you knew Paul Andersen would fire a second time, when you knew the man would fall. All silent. All filmed from directly above, so it looked almost like nothing.

That dark disturbance on the bottom left. That gray sworl. Vee looked at me, checking that I had seen it. She ran the cursor back along the timeline, found the first frame of it.

The image was softer in the corners; the contrasts were less clear. But once you saw that shape there was no doubting it. A man dressed in gray, crossing quickly through the bottom edge of the picture.

There.

Gone.

“Jesus Christ,” I said.

“Yeah,” she said. “Jesus Christ.”

She parked the footage on the first frame of him. Gray clothes. Wild hair. She pressed the right arrow key. The smallest of movements, down and to the right. She advanced the frame once more. And once more. Something seemed to billow around the man’s feet, to soften his outline. As if he were wearing a robe. She pressed the right arrow key three more times. Just the edge of his robe on the bottom edge of the frame now. She pressed the arrow key again, and the man in gray was gone.

“It really looks like him,” said Vee.

“Seems so unlikely,” I said.

“Not impossible, though . . .”

“No,” I said. “Not impossible.”

“We need to ask them, Dad. Because why did someone in the police enlarge past him? It’s like they don’t want someone to know.”

I dialed Tvist. Vee leaned her head close to mine, the better to hear.

The line rang twice. “Cal Curtis.”

“Are your people investigating Bror?”

“This is not a question I can answer. You know that.”

Vee whispered, “I mean, he’s only there in the middle of the frickin’ film.”

I made a Shh sign with my finger. Vee rolled her eyes.