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Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Imagine a girl
  4. Prologue
  5. The Foreigner
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. The Skeptic
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. Thirteen
  20. Fourteen
  21. Fifteen
  22. Sixteen
  23. Seventeen
  24. Eighteen
  25. Nineteen
  26. Twenty
  27. Twenty-One
  28. Twenty-Two
  29. Twenty-Three
  30. The Spectator
  31. Twenty-Four
  32. Twenty-Five
  33. Twenty-Six
  34. Twenty-Seven
  35. Twenty-Eight
  36. Twenty-Nine
  37. The Assassin
  38. Thirty
  39. Thirty-One
  40. Thirty-Two
  41. Thirty-Three
  42. Thirty-Four
  43. Thirty-Five
  44. Thirty-Six
  45. Thirty-Seven
  46. Thirty-Eight
  47. Thirty-Nine
  48. Forty
  49. Forty-One
  50. The Hunter
  51. Forty-Two
  52. Forty-Three
  53. Forty-Four
  54. Forty-Five
  55. Forty-Six
  56. Forty-Seven
  57. Imagine a girl
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. About the Author
  60. Also by Ben McPherson
  61. About the Publisher

“All right. You have a right to know this, I think. Maria is unusual among the victims in that she was struck by three bullets. Her body was found in the water near the boat dock on the island. The first of those bullet holes matches the hole in the shoulder of her dress. From the first bullet fired, before she escaped from the main house and ran. We believe she removed the dress before she entered the water. As you know, we could find no trace of anything that could be said with certainty to be Licia’s DNA.”

I looked across at Elsa. A thought began to grow in me. The most exciting, dangerous thought, only Elsa had not seen it yet.

I said, “You found this other girl’s DNA?”

“I cannot speak to you about procedure that does not relate to your case. But I may tell you that Maria is our best fit and you may read what you will between the lines . . .” He let his voice trail off, watching us to make sure we understood.

“This is wrong,” Elsa was saying. “You’re giving up on Licia.”

“Love, I don’t think that’s what he’s saying.” Hope was coursing through me. “Elsa, if Licia wasn’t on the island—”

“We can’t, Cal,” she said. “We can’t let ourselves believe that she’s alive. Because every time, that hope turns to nothing.”

“But if she really wasn’t there . . .”

We locked eyes. I could see that the thought terrified her.

I said, “Breathe, love.”

“We had an independent witness confirm Maria’s identity,” Tvist was saying.

Elsa’s eyes were locked onto mine. “Who?”

Tvist exhaled heavily. “Understand that I’m obliged to protect that witness’s identity.”

Elsa turned. She was staring very intently at Tvist.

“Why?” she said. “Why are you obliged?”

“Please understand what I’m saying to you.”

“Oh. You mean it’s a child,” said Elsa quietly. She gave a little half laugh. She turned from Tvist to me. “He means Arno. That Arno confirmed her identity.”

“Did he?” I turned to Tvist.

That warm, sympathetic smile. “You must respect my procedures, but again you may read between the lines.”

Elsa couldn’t quite let it go. “How would a person who doesn’t speak confirm or deny anything?”

“By pointing and by nodding,” said Tvist very simply. “Cal, Elsa, I know this doesn’t bring your daughter back,” he said. “But it’s something to hold on to, no?”

Elsa, though, was in shock.

We sat on a bench on the dirty path that led down from the police station. The air was thick with barbecue smoke.

“Jesus fuck, Cal.”

“But this could be good, love. This could be really good.”

“We’ve spent a year believing she was a hero. When all the time it was Maria who saved Arno.”