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Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Imagine a girl
  4. Prologue
  5. The Foreigner
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. The Skeptic
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. Thirteen
  20. Fourteen
  21. Fifteen
  22. Sixteen
  23. Seventeen
  24. Eighteen
  25. Nineteen
  26. Twenty
  27. Twenty-One
  28. Twenty-Two
  29. Twenty-Three
  30. The Spectator
  31. Twenty-Four
  32. Twenty-Five
  33. Twenty-Six
  34. Twenty-Seven
  35. Twenty-Eight
  36. Twenty-Nine
  37. The Assassin
  38. Thirty
  39. Thirty-One
  40. Thirty-Two
  41. Thirty-Three
  42. Thirty-Four
  43. Thirty-Five
  44. Thirty-Six
  45. Thirty-Seven
  46. Thirty-Eight
  47. Thirty-Nine
  48. Forty
  49. Forty-One
  50. The Hunter
  51. Forty-Two
  52. Forty-Three
  53. Forty-Four
  54. Forty-Five
  55. Forty-Six
  56. Forty-Seven
  57. Imagine a girl
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. About the Author
  60. Also by Ben McPherson
  61. About the Publisher

I turned to Tvist. “No.”

He gave a sharp, fleeting smile. “There are some dangerous people in our safe little country. It is my job to protect your family from those people. Agreed?”

That smile again.

Elsa glanced at me. Was he threatening us? It sounded nothing like a threat. I wondered how protective he would feel when he saw the front page of Posten.

“All respect, but this is not a difference of opinion.” Elsa’s voice, her fury barely contained.

“No?”

“Your tactical unit’s boat sank; your armed officers hid in their car. These are hard truths, not opinions.”

“Well, we could argue for hours about the difference between a fact and a truth and an opinion. But by making his ‘truths’ public, your husband has done the very thing that he is accusing my officers of.” He turned to me. “When you put your needs before the needs of the nation you make my job difficult. There can be reasons why we do not wish your facts to emerge.”

“And then,” said Elsa, “you will smile and tell him that he’s welcome here, and that in time he will learn how things work, and that for the sake of the country he should keep his foreign mouth shut, because his story could have consequences that he does not fully understand.”

Tvist laughed. “Your husband is clearly not the only satirist in the family.”

Elsa scowled.

Tvist turned to me. “There is one unsettling consequence to your posting the material. The video has traveled widely. Been widely seen. A viral hit.”

Another pause.

Tvist pressed his fingertips against his forehead. “Cal, Elsa . . .” He turned to us each in turn. He seemed genuinely to be struggling to find the words. “We have for a long time assumed that your daughter was on the island. That Licia was the girl in the blue dress.”

It struck me that perhaps for once he was not manipulating us; that there was a reason for his solemnity.

“As a result of the video you posted, another father has contacted us, claiming that it is his daughter in the film.”

“It’s Licia,” I said. “Elsa spoke to her.”

“Before she arrived at the island,” said Tvist.

“We had texts,” said Elsa.

“From a phone that was not on the island. It isn’t Licia in the footage.”

The impact of those words: so gentle at first, yet so firm, like an arm clamping around my neck. We had spent a year believing . . .

“This man is a Chechen. He lives in London. He had no idea that his older daughter was in Norway, let alone that she was on the island. You will see she looked a little like Licia.” He opened a drawer, slid a picture across the surface of the desk. Elsa and I looked at each other. I picked it up.