Back Love and Other Lies
Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Imagine a girl
  4. Prologue
  5. The Foreigner
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. The Skeptic
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. Thirteen
  20. Fourteen
  21. Fifteen
  22. Sixteen
  23. Seventeen
  24. Eighteen
  25. Nineteen
  26. Twenty
  27. Twenty-One
  28. Twenty-Two
  29. Twenty-Three
  30. The Spectator
  31. Twenty-Four
  32. Twenty-Five
  33. Twenty-Six
  34. Twenty-Seven
  35. Twenty-Eight
  36. Twenty-Nine
  37. The Assassin
  38. Thirty
  39. Thirty-One
  40. Thirty-Two
  41. Thirty-Three
  42. Thirty-Four
  43. Thirty-Five
  44. Thirty-Six
  45. Thirty-Seven
  46. Thirty-Eight
  47. Thirty-Nine
  48. Forty
  49. Forty-One
  50. The Hunter
  51. Forty-Two
  52. Forty-Three
  53. Forty-Four
  54. Forty-Five
  55. Forty-Six
  56. Forty-Seven
  57. Imagine a girl
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. About the Author
  60. Also by Ben McPherson
  61. About the Publisher

We were brisk and efficient. We did not hug. Second day of the trial, and already we were coming apart.

At the kindergarten I met Tvist. He had delivered Josi, was placing her lunch box into the plastic crate by the door to the kitchen. I lifted Franklin, my hands in his armpits, lowered him into his Crocs. “One foot,” I said. “And the other foot.”

“Foo,” said Franklin excitedly. “Foo!”

“I enjoyed your piece today.”

I looked up, wary.

No edge to Tvist’s smile. “You are right,” he said. “Of course those men are sane.”

I bent down. “Franklin,” I said, “go and play.” Franklin, suspicious in his dungarees and his Crocs, threw his arms tightly around my thigh.

“Separation anxiety,” said Tvist.

I lifted Franklin up, stood facing Tvist. “Is that all?”

“I’m not sure I understand.” He knew what I was saying—of course he knew—but he kept his gaze level and his smile polite.

“Hei, Franklin!”

In my arms I felt Franklin kicking, stretching away from me. I turned to see Leni walking toward us. Franklin was making little oh oh sounds, kicking happily. I kissed him on the forehead and passed him over.

“Hey, Leni,” I said.

Leni smiled. “Hi, Cal. Hei, Ephraim.” She knelt, picked up Josi in her free arm, and carried the children into the Red Room, knocking the door shut with her thigh.

“Perhaps I will see you in court today,” said Tvist. He turned. He was ending the conversation.

I caught the door as it swung shut behind him, followed him out along the path. As he reached the gate I touched his shoulder and he turned.

“You lied to me. About the Post-it note. And I know there’s more.”

“Is there?”

“Maybe your problem isn’t police incompetence? Maybe it’s active corruption?”

“How would one even prove such a thing?” For a moment he looked almost amused, though I could feel the underlying anger. “Why are you pursuing a narrative that is harmful to the police, and harmful to our country?”

“Are you telling me not to make an enemy of you?”

“That’s one interpretation, isn’t it?”

There was an analytical coldness to him now, a hardness in his quick black irises. Then he was smiling. “If only ethics did not prevent us from taking a beer together.”

“A beer?”

“I am certain this could be cleared up over a beer.”

He walked toward a gray Tesla SUV, lifted the gull-wing door on the driver’s side, sat down. The door closed. The car moved silently off.