um, so i’m gonna show you this other stuff, now? really quick, about my mo—my mom and i talked a lot. i had a really good time. with mom. and i had a good talk with dad, today, too. [exhale]. mom gave me a lot of jewelry. for kind of a sad reason. kinda, uh. she thinks they’re probably…she wants…me and my sister to have…some of her, stuff. before. she [whisper] dies, or something. um. so. she’s into…um—i’ll get into that in a second. she gave me, earrings, th-thes—she has a lot of nice jewelry. it’s like, ‘nice.’ these are like emeralds, or something? and then, she let me pick out rings—i used to wear rings a lot. um. and, these i’ve always had, and i’ve felt a little weird about…wearing them just plain, um—this one’s my grandma’s engagement ring. and then, this one’s my mom’s…something…special. um, but i-i, i feel wei—like. a little like. it’s not my ‘married’ finger, but it looks like i’m—i don’t know. i don’t know. i feel weird about wearing them. but i really like them. but i feel like it looks less weird. ’cause [laugh] i have…other rings, now. um, this one? it’s a stone called like peridot, and. it’s on mars, my mom said. they found it on mars. and then this one—this, is special, to me, because my mom watches the jewelry channel, a lot, it’s—and, um. um. knoxville tennessee or something—it’s not home shopping network but it’s like that, and. um. she ordered this. she orde—sh-she, she just bu—she likes the people on it, and. s-she has, all these like plates with like rocks and crystals and stuff on them, she. used to be into crystals, a littl—when i was little. ’cause she’s like, ‘they’re—you should have them. they hold you onto the ground’ or something and, other reasons, she has this whole thing about crystals. which i think is really cute. and she. so she gave me—she gave me this, which is like an old butter dish, they used to put butter in this. and these are all from the jewelry channel. they’re all pretty…pretty! sparkly! just nice, you know—nice little…jewels—and she’s like, ‘just—just look at them sometimes. and think about how. pretty, they are. and, um. and feel nice.’ so i’m gonna do that. it’s funny to be talking about stuff like this like, ‘oooh oooh, rocks! and stuff,’ but. um. [pause] and like, stuff! like stuff, that she was like, ‘you can’t. give. anyone. any blowjobs, if you wear this,’ [laugh] um, or, ‘you can’t have butt-sex,’ [laugh] and…‘you should start taking care of yourself’ or, something, and. um. i-i, i don’t—but i…like? doing those…things? some peop—i don’t know, she was ver—uh, i. i don’t—i don’t know. um.

so anyway it’s weird ’cause…it feels kinda cool, kinda different, to have those things. um.

i think that’s about it. for what’s happened tonight.