Chapters (11)
so cleaning the apartment: that’s what i’ve been doing…uh. [pause]. last night. [pause]. you can’t tell how clean it is, ’cause i tried to show in anoth—that’s the laundry, that i have there. right now it’s a temporary…comforter, temporary, uh—my old one—’cause…the cats…peed…while i was gone….so i u-uh, a lot—i shampooed—i was shampooing and blow-drying the…mattress, a lot. all the cat pee’s out. i just don’t wanna. um. i just wanna sleep with a mattress pad on it tonight. no sheets. um.
so i guess i’ll show you—four minutes, is that kinda long?—[pause]. show you some stuff that’s different.
[picks up picture] um, th-this? th-this. this? um. i…this is called ‘fucked tuna.’ there it—there he is. there’s the other ones. i commissioned tao to make that, um. ’cause he made a similar one. for someone, and i thought. he gave it to me like really cheap. i really like the colors of it. and. um. just like, i like [close-up of picture] that, the…what’s going on, with that [laughs]. um. it was really nice. of him. to do that, cheap.
um. bathroom…? is anything different in the bathroom? dyed my hair? in here? a couple weeks ago? i got a zit, it’s like…the last…kinda…days…of my perio—i really, i—i just—you can’t tell i-i, i just—i cleaned it. the apartment. i cleaned it really hard, tonight. um. did i say why? i forget if i said why. doesn’t matter.
um. what else. let’s get a variety of [nose laugh] shots. um, tha—i don’t know, it’s—it just looks really…clean to me. like, the surfaces. and then there’s not much crap around anywhere.
um. oh—uh. [pause]. here [opens freezer]: i was disappointed to only find spinach, when i got home? ’cause i thought i had bananas, and i could make a green smoothie thing, tomorrow? guess i can’t. [opens refrigerator]. here’s the refrigerator situation, um. on the top shelf i have kimchi, raw, and red cabbage, raw. cat food, as usual. got some garlic. some hot sauce. um, i still have this chia mixture thing. i’m kind of afraid. to see what happens with that, and. under there—you can’t tell, but i threw away the milk—i had milk—and uh, a bud clamato? thing? um…that…i got both of those with uh, whatev—‘omitted,’ or whatever [nose laugh]. it doesn’t matter. um.