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Chapters (11)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. March 18, 2013
  4. March 27, 2013
  5. April 4, 2013
  6. April 11, 2013
  7. April 30, 2013
  8. May 21, 2013
  9. June 13, 2013
  10. August 3, 2013
  11. August 12, 2013

so cleaning the apartment: that’s what i’ve been doing…uh. [pause]. last night. [pause]. you can’t tell how clean it is, ’cause i tried to show in anoth—that’s the laundry, that i have there. right now it’s a temporary…comforter, temporary, uh—my old one—’cause…the cats…peed…while i was gone….so i u-uh, a lot—i shampooed—i was shampooing and blow-drying the…mattress, a lot. all the cat pee’s out. i just don’t wanna. um. i just wanna sleep with a mattress pad on it tonight. no sheets. um.

so i guess i’ll show you—four minutes, is that kinda long?—[pause]. show you some stuff that’s different.

[picks up picture] um, th-this? th-this. this? um. i…this is called ‘fucked tuna.’ there it—there he is. there’s the other ones. i commissioned tao to make that, um. ’cause he made a similar one. for someone, and i thought. he gave it to me like really cheap. i really like the colors of it. and. um. just like, i like [close-up of picture] that, the…what’s going on, with that [laughs]. um. it was really nice. of him. to do that, cheap.

um. bathroom…? is anything different in the bathroom? dyed my hair? in here? a couple weeks ago? i got a zit, it’s like…the last…kinda…days…of my perio—i really, i—i just—you can’t tell i-i, i just—i cleaned it. the apartment. i cleaned it really hard, tonight. um. did i say why? i forget if i said why. doesn’t matter.

um. what else. let’s get a variety of [nose laugh] shots. um, tha—i don’t know, it’s—it just looks really…clean to me. like, the surfaces. and then there’s not much crap around anywhere.

um. oh—uh. [pause]. here [opens freezer]: i was disappointed to only find spinach, when i got home? ’cause i thought i had bananas, and i could make a green smoothie thing, tomorrow? guess i can’t. [opens refrigerator]. here’s the refrigerator situation, um. on the top shelf i have kimchi, raw, and red cabbage, raw. cat food, as usual. got some garlic. some hot sauce. um, i still have this chia mixture thing. i’m kind of afraid. to see what happens with that, and. under there—you can’t tell, but i threw away the milk—i had milk—and uh, a bud clamato? thing? um…that…i got both of those with uh, whatev—‘omitted,’ or whatever [nose laugh]. it doesn’t matter. um.