2.  mom said ‘do you know of a movie that came out this year, that’s about two people who just almost get to talk to each other? you see their lives, like how they would talk if they could? because they’re in parallel universes? but i think they can see each other though.’ i said ‘is it that one, ‘another earth?’ they actually see another earth in the sky, and the girl killed the guy’s family?’ mom said ‘no, no—no. but that’s what got me thinking of this one. i think because we’ve been talking about space too and i don’t know. well, so no, so in this one—i think it’s recent, this year, two-thousand thirteen—so you can almost see how the guy and the girl will get to meet and they’re so close to meeting, you get to see them—the guy is on this one end of the mountain and the girl is on the opposite end and their [motions] hands get to touch. does this sound familiar?’ i said ‘sort of.’ looked up the list of ‘parallel universe’ movies. keep picturing a movie poster that’s mostly blue, like swimming pool blue, surrounding a mermaid woman with blonde hair and outlines of ‘different earth spheres’ across her body and the movie is called like, ‘eu’ or something.

11:05AM: licked finger and inserted in nose, to probe for adderall crumbs. harvested ‘sweet taste.’ neurotic concern about ‘wasting’ close to 2mg that is now trapped in nose. i could bite close to 2mg from the last 20mg. 2/20ths of an adderall. to ease. to quell my stingy fiending mind. yuck.

TWO RESPONSES TO THINGS:

1.  ‘marie cattoway’ posted a facebook status update saying: ‘Do any women actually enjoy getting oral…seems made up by men’

I ENJOY GETTING ORAL!!!!

orgasms caused by another person doing something to me:

98% oral sex

1.9% finger sex

0.1% penis vagina sex (think i’d remember it, if it’d happened, allowing for 0.1% not-remembering error)

it’s fun to say ‘penis vagina sex.’

vaginal penis sex…vagina penis…(just trying that out, honestly doesn’t matter which one comes first, both are equally funny to me) (‘vaginal penis’ is not funny to me but i haven’t really thought about it) (penis vagina)

2.  read article about how it’s legal for women to be topless in public now, it’s discrimination if…what normally happens happens

that’s cool

imagine the person who ogles men’s chests the way breasts will be ogled before they look ‘normal’

you could make a case that it’s less socially appropriate for men to be bare-chested because their nipples would’ve grown into breasts if they had remained ‘XX’ chromosomes, like they’re freakishly underdeveloped

if you are a topless female ever i am going to ogle you hard because i bet you will look sexy and i like to look at boobs and sexy stuff!!!!!!

not kidding!!!!!!!!

11:52PM: refilled coffee. talked with mom about ‘why do insurance agents keep leaving me voicemails to follow-up on my online inquiries,’ ‘has the attorney called you about the accident settlement yet,’ ‘horoscopes’