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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. By the same author
  4. Dedication
  5. 1. Mrs Jamie Reid
  6. 2. Interviews
  7. 3. Sybil Harwood
  8. 4. First Impressions
  9. 5. Bombshell
  10. 6. Finsbury Park
  11. 7. Running Wild
  12. 8. A Little Bird …
  13. 9. One Last Ditch
  14. 10. The Smugglers’ Inn
  15. 11. Plans
  16. 12. Feeling Broody
  17. 13. The New Staff Sister
  18. 14. Tension
  19. 15. Ada’s Nest
  20. 16. Spider’s Web
  21. 17. On a Knife-edge
  22. 18. Hope Farm
  23. 19. Edith
  24. 20. Sybil and Rosie
  25. 21. Happy Days
  26. 22. Ward Rounds
  27. 23. Sweet-talking Rosie
  28. 24. Confidences
  29. 25. Home Sweet Home
  30. 26. Jamie
  31. 27. A Shock
  32. 28. The Secret
  33. 29. Ronnie
  34. 30. Runaways
  35. 31. Reparation
  36. 32. Which Train?
  37. 33. Shock Waves
  38. 34. Gladstone Gardens
  39. 35. Jump for Joy
  40. 36. Return Journey
  41. 37. Action Stations
  42. 38. The Truth Hurts
  43. 39. Another Life
  44. 40. Auntie Sybil
  45. 41. Short-staffed
  46. 42. Tobruk
  47. 43. Missing Person
  48. 44. Whitehall
  49. 45. On a Mission
  50. 46. Motherhood
  51. 47. Triumph
  52. 48. One Good Turn Deserves Another
  53. 49. Zophony House
  54. 50. A Deal is Struck
  55. 51. Shocks and Surprises
  56. 52. Golden Autumn Days
  57. Acknowledgements
  58. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘I can’t be the only young wife who thinks the worst when she sees a car pulling up, or a cyclist approach. You hear so many heartbreaking stories about telegraph boys arriving with terrible news, shattering families and all their hopes of future happiness.’ As tears filled Ada’s big blue eyes, she added with an emotional catch in her throat, ‘You’ve got to grasp life by the throat and squeeze every bit of joy out of it while you can.’

‘Life’s very precious,’ Sister Ann agreed. Laying aside her teacup, she rose to her feet. ‘I left the end of a fresh loaf of Sister Mary Paul’s bread on your kitchen table; she handed it to me as I was leaving.’

‘Sweet Mary Paul,’ Ada murmured. ‘How lucky I am to have you all.’

After Sister Ann had cycled off, Ada went into a flat spin, washing the kitchen curtains, sweeping the garden path, ironing sheets and ploughing through recipe books intent on finding a dish she could make out of her meagre rations for her beloved. In the end she decided on corned-beef fritters and dark, sticky gingerbread for pudding.

‘That’s if I can borrow some spices and black treacle from Sister Mary Paul’s larder,’ she said out loud.

By the end of the day, Ada, worn out with sheer overexcitement, went to bed early, but, as she lay back against her pillows listening to owls calling in the nearby forest, her thoughts flew to her husband. Where was he? On a troop ship crossing the Channel, sleeping on a bench at a draughty railway station waiting for a train to pull in?

‘Stay safe, my darling, we’re waiting for you,’ she murmured, and she stroked her tummy, where her baby lay peacefully sleeping.

The following morning, nice and early before the day warmed up, Ada set off for Mary Vale, where she was welcomed by Sisters Theresa and Mary Paul.

‘Look at the size of you,’ the older nun lovingly fretted. ‘You shouldn’t be out walking in this heat.’

‘I picked the coolest time of the day,’ Ada protested, as she willingly accepted a glass of water from Theresa.

‘You look marvellous,’ the younger nun smiled. ‘Bonnier than ever. And we know why you’ve got such a happy smile on your face,’ she said with a conspiratorial wink. ‘You must be so excited?’

‘Oh, I am,’ Ada earnestly replied. ‘I’m sick with longing, it’s been months since we met.’

‘Don’t go overdoing it,’ Mary Paul urged.

‘I did way too much yesterday,’ Ada admitted. ‘I want Jamie to love the cottage as much as I do, so I spring-cleaned it yet again.’

‘He’s bound to love it,’ Theresa exclaimed. ‘Though to be honest I think he’ll only have eyes for you,’ she giggled.