Back Keep Smiling Through
Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. By the same author
  4. Dedication
  5. 1. Mrs Jamie Reid
  6. 2. Interviews
  7. 3. Sybil Harwood
  8. 4. First Impressions
  9. 5. Bombshell
  10. 6. Finsbury Park
  11. 7. Running Wild
  12. 8. A Little Bird …
  13. 9. One Last Ditch
  14. 10. The Smugglers’ Inn
  15. 11. Plans
  16. 12. Feeling Broody
  17. 13. The New Staff Sister
  18. 14. Tension
  19. 15. Ada’s Nest
  20. 16. Spider’s Web
  21. 17. On a Knife-edge
  22. 18. Hope Farm
  23. 19. Edith
  24. 20. Sybil and Rosie
  25. 21. Happy Days
  26. 22. Ward Rounds
  27. 23. Sweet-talking Rosie
  28. 24. Confidences
  29. 25. Home Sweet Home
  30. 26. Jamie
  31. 27. A Shock
  32. 28. The Secret
  33. 29. Ronnie
  34. 30. Runaways
  35. 31. Reparation
  36. 32. Which Train?
  37. 33. Shock Waves
  38. 34. Gladstone Gardens
  39. 35. Jump for Joy
  40. 36. Return Journey
  41. 37. Action Stations
  42. 38. The Truth Hurts
  43. 39. Another Life
  44. 40. Auntie Sybil
  45. 41. Short-staffed
  46. 42. Tobruk
  47. 43. Missing Person
  48. 44. Whitehall
  49. 45. On a Mission
  50. 46. Motherhood
  51. 47. Triumph
  52. 48. One Good Turn Deserves Another
  53. 49. Zophony House
  54. 50. A Deal is Struck
  55. 51. Shocks and Surprises
  56. 52. Golden Autumn Days
  57. Acknowledgements
  58. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Every morning, while she was on ward duty, Sybil tried her hardest to smile as she wheeled the tea-trolley, but it was still only seven o’clock and she had had a hell of a night, with back pains and dashing to the lavatory almost every hour. The loaded trolley she was pushing weighed a ton and rattled loudly on its creaky wheels, warning all the slumbering patients that early-morning tea was on its way.

Though she tried her best to encourage Rosie to eat, as instructed by Sister Mann, who was on a mission to build Rosie up, Sybil simply hadn’t the right bedside manner. She hadn’t a clue how to coax Rosie to eat the mashed potatoes and swede that she herself gagged at, but a day didn’t pass without Sister Mann urging her to try harder.

‘It’s imperative we build up Rosie’s strength.’

‘We can’t force her to eat,’ Sybil remonstrated.

Edith gave her a hard look. ‘Have you heard of the word “persuasion”?’ she asked sarcastically.

‘I’m trying my best,’ Sybil answered irritably. ‘But she shows no interest at all in food.’

Giving up on Sybil, Sister Mann took on the challenge of monitoring Rosie’s daily intake, sitting by her patient’s bedside and gently urging her to take just another spoonful of semolina or tapioca pudding – which showed an admirable, caring side of Edith’s character – but sadly even that was wasted on Rosie, who regularly brought back up the meal she had tried so hard to swallow.

An hour later Sybil was on another tour of the wards, yet again with the noisy trolley, this time loaded up with yet more tea plus toast, a scraping of Mary Vale butter and Sister Mary Paul’s rhubarb jam bulked out with turnips. By the time she had completed the breakfast round, Sybil really needed a cup of tea herself, but, seeing Rosie sitting up in her bed, she seized the opportunity and quickly approached. Just as she was about to offer Rosie a second cup of tea, Sybil’s baby gave her a hefty kick in the ribs.

‘Ouch!’ she exclaimed.

‘Oh, dear, are you all right?’ Rosie asked nervously.

‘Active baby,’ Sybil explained.

Rosie pulled down the corners of her mouth. ‘Unfortunately, mine’s not active – occasionally it moves a bit, but compared to the other two it’s a weak, little scrap of a thing.’

Turning towards the open window through which the morning sun streamed, Rosie caught the fragrance of early roses combined with lily of the valley.

‘It’s beautiful out there,’ Rosie sighed wistfully. ‘Pity I can’t enjoy it.’

Sybil gave an inward sigh; never having been a chatterbox, she struggled with small talk about gardens and babies, but she had to stick with the banal if she were going to make any progress with Rosie.

‘I’m sure your children will be enjoying the warm weather?’ she said feebly.