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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. By the same author
  4. Dedication
  5. 1. Mrs Jamie Reid
  6. 2. Interviews
  7. 3. Sybil Harwood
  8. 4. First Impressions
  9. 5. Bombshell
  10. 6. Finsbury Park
  11. 7. Running Wild
  12. 8. A Little Bird …
  13. 9. One Last Ditch
  14. 10. The Smugglers’ Inn
  15. 11. Plans
  16. 12. Feeling Broody
  17. 13. The New Staff Sister
  18. 14. Tension
  19. 15. Ada’s Nest
  20. 16. Spider’s Web
  21. 17. On a Knife-edge
  22. 18. Hope Farm
  23. 19. Edith
  24. 20. Sybil and Rosie
  25. 21. Happy Days
  26. 22. Ward Rounds
  27. 23. Sweet-talking Rosie
  28. 24. Confidences
  29. 25. Home Sweet Home
  30. 26. Jamie
  31. 27. A Shock
  32. 28. The Secret
  33. 29. Ronnie
  34. 30. Runaways
  35. 31. Reparation
  36. 32. Which Train?
  37. 33. Shock Waves
  38. 34. Gladstone Gardens
  39. 35. Jump for Joy
  40. 36. Return Journey
  41. 37. Action Stations
  42. 38. The Truth Hurts
  43. 39. Another Life
  44. 40. Auntie Sybil
  45. 41. Short-staffed
  46. 42. Tobruk
  47. 43. Missing Person
  48. 44. Whitehall
  49. 45. On a Mission
  50. 46. Motherhood
  51. 47. Triumph
  52. 48. One Good Turn Deserves Another
  53. 49. Zophony House
  54. 50. A Deal is Struck
  55. 51. Shocks and Surprises
  56. 52. Golden Autumn Days
  57. Acknowledgements
  58. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

As a senior Army officer, Monty was renowned for his brutally quick decision-making; the same instinct applied when it came to women; Monty always got what he wanted, whatever the cost. It came as little surprise to the department that the philandering Brigadier had wasted no time in getting his pretty private secretary into bed. Sybil had undoubtedly enjoyed the perks that came with becoming Monty’s mistress: the endless social whirl of dining out in the most fashionable restaurants in town (for the rich with connections in high places, rationing hardly impacted), cabaret shows, opening nights at the Drury Lane theatres and ballroom dancing in exclusive West End clubs. Her envious gaze would occasionally drift towards young men on leave, dashing in their smart military uniforms, but ever the realist Sybil knew that in a blink these same young men could be whisked away to the Front Line and never come back. She would stick it out with Monty, at least for the time being.

Everything had been perfectly satisfactory, until Sybil had stupidly fallen pregnant. At first, she had point-blank refused to accept the fact; she had always insisted Monty used condoms, though when drunk and over-needy he could be a fumbling fool and tear the wretched things. After she had missed her third period, Sybil could no longer allow herself to be in denial. Determined to take care of herself, she sought help from a professional with specific skills whom a friend had recommended. After making an appointment Sybil had endured the woman’s ghastly poking down below before she had returned home, where she had been assured bleeding and back pains would soon commence. Unfortunately, neither of these things happened, so Sybil, furiously disappointed, had been forced to accept that she was still carrying a baby that she didn’t want. If there had been any doubts in her mind about keeping the baby, they would have flown out of the window when she announced her predicament to her lover.

‘Jesus Christ Almighty!’ Baldwin had seethed. ‘Do you know what you have done, woman?’

Giving him a cool haughty look, Sybil answered in a steely voice, ‘I think it would be more appropriate to say, do you know what YOU have done?’

Knowing it was true, that he had indeed made a hash of things, caused Monty to bluster even more loudly: ‘You’d bloody well better get rid of it.’

‘I’ve tried that,’ Sybil snapped. ‘It didn’t work.’

Lowering his voice, Monty attempted a more reasonable tone. ‘Now listen here, Veronica puts up with many of my indiscretions, but she would throw everything at me if she thought I might introduce a bastard into the family.’

‘Then you had better make arrangements for me to disappear until the baby is born,’ Sybil retorted.

Turning his back on her, Monty growled as he reached for the whisky decanter.

‘Leave it with me.’

‘I most certainly will,’ she assured him.