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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. By the same author
  4. Dedication
  5. 1. Mrs Jamie Reid
  6. 2. Interviews
  7. 3. Sybil Harwood
  8. 4. First Impressions
  9. 5. Bombshell
  10. 6. Finsbury Park
  11. 7. Running Wild
  12. 8. A Little Bird …
  13. 9. One Last Ditch
  14. 10. The Smugglers’ Inn
  15. 11. Plans
  16. 12. Feeling Broody
  17. 13. The New Staff Sister
  18. 14. Tension
  19. 15. Ada’s Nest
  20. 16. Spider’s Web
  21. 17. On a Knife-edge
  22. 18. Hope Farm
  23. 19. Edith
  24. 20. Sybil and Rosie
  25. 21. Happy Days
  26. 22. Ward Rounds
  27. 23. Sweet-talking Rosie
  28. 24. Confidences
  29. 25. Home Sweet Home
  30. 26. Jamie
  31. 27. A Shock
  32. 28. The Secret
  33. 29. Ronnie
  34. 30. Runaways
  35. 31. Reparation
  36. 32. Which Train?
  37. 33. Shock Waves
  38. 34. Gladstone Gardens
  39. 35. Jump for Joy
  40. 36. Return Journey
  41. 37. Action Stations
  42. 38. The Truth Hurts
  43. 39. Another Life
  44. 40. Auntie Sybil
  45. 41. Short-staffed
  46. 42. Tobruk
  47. 43. Missing Person
  48. 44. Whitehall
  49. 45. On a Mission
  50. 46. Motherhood
  51. 47. Triumph
  52. 48. One Good Turn Deserves Another
  53. 49. Zophony House
  54. 50. A Deal is Struck
  55. 51. Shocks and Surprises
  56. 52. Golden Autumn Days
  57. Acknowledgements
  58. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

On summer evenings, when the children visited the Home, Sybil read to them in the shady garden steeped in the perfume of phlox and delphiniums. As swifts darted back and forth feeding their chirruping young nesting in Mary Vale’s many ancient eaves, Sybil enthralled the two suntanned kiddies with tales from Beatrix Potter, Just William, Wind in the Willows and Alice in Wonderland. Sybil knew that their relationship had turned into something more profound after she had rescued the pair of them from the bombed-out streets of Finsbury Park; what she never expected to feel was the huge love that now engulfed her every time she saw them running towards her, calling her name, ‘AUNTIE SYBIL!’ and rushing into her arms, eager for a hug, a kiss and a cuddle.

‘Oh, Rosie,’ she sighed in despair. ‘What are we going to do?’

In her typical tough London way, Rosie straightened her scrawny shoulders and wiped away her tears. ‘Get on with it, as usual,’ she answered, blinking away tears. ‘What else can we do in these bleedin’ awful times?’

Sybil seriously wondered how her friend could, in fact, ‘get on with it’, with no home, potentially no husband, and no money.

‘One thing I do know,’ Rosie announced, ‘I’m not taking the kids away from here.’

‘What?’ Sybil cried in alarm. ‘You’re going to leave them with the Larkins? They’d be much happier living with you, Rosie. And you – without them – surely you’d be distraught?’

‘It’s best for them, though, not me, and it wouldn’t be forever, just while I find my feet and get a job, perhaps in service, close by.’

Looking less alarmed, Sybil listened intently to what Rosie was saying.

‘They could be with no better family than where they are now. Nobody could deny how happy and healthy they are these days – they’re bonnier, fitter, brighter, stronger – need I go on? All that good grub and running about on the fells, climbing trees, herding sheep, then coming here to play by the seaside. Life’s never been better for them. No,’ she said firmly. ‘They’re staying put – at least for now. They came here as evacuees in the first place and that’s what they still are, wartime evacuees.’

Sybil couldn’t argue with any of the facts that Rosie had listed – in fact, she completely agreed with her – but she still thought her friend’s decision was a huge act of selfless love.

Reaching for her hand she squeezed it. ‘You’re a good mum,’ she murmured.

Rosie returned the squeeze. ‘And you’re the best friend I’ve ever had.’

‘Where will you go?’ Sybil nervously enquired.

‘Well, I can’t stay here any more,’ Rosie told her. ‘I don’t want to either – too many bad memories – but I hope to stay local.’