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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. By the same author
  4. Dedication
  5. 1. Mrs Jamie Reid
  6. 2. Interviews
  7. 3. Sybil Harwood
  8. 4. First Impressions
  9. 5. Bombshell
  10. 6. Finsbury Park
  11. 7. Running Wild
  12. 8. A Little Bird …
  13. 9. One Last Ditch
  14. 10. The Smugglers’ Inn
  15. 11. Plans
  16. 12. Feeling Broody
  17. 13. The New Staff Sister
  18. 14. Tension
  19. 15. Ada’s Nest
  20. 16. Spider’s Web
  21. 17. On a Knife-edge
  22. 18. Hope Farm
  23. 19. Edith
  24. 20. Sybil and Rosie
  25. 21. Happy Days
  26. 22. Ward Rounds
  27. 23. Sweet-talking Rosie
  28. 24. Confidences
  29. 25. Home Sweet Home
  30. 26. Jamie
  31. 27. A Shock
  32. 28. The Secret
  33. 29. Ronnie
  34. 30. Runaways
  35. 31. Reparation
  36. 32. Which Train?
  37. 33. Shock Waves
  38. 34. Gladstone Gardens
  39. 35. Jump for Joy
  40. 36. Return Journey
  41. 37. Action Stations
  42. 38. The Truth Hurts
  43. 39. Another Life
  44. 40. Auntie Sybil
  45. 41. Short-staffed
  46. 42. Tobruk
  47. 43. Missing Person
  48. 44. Whitehall
  49. 45. On a Mission
  50. 46. Motherhood
  51. 47. Triumph
  52. 48. One Good Turn Deserves Another
  53. 49. Zophony House
  54. 50. A Deal is Struck
  55. 51. Shocks and Surprises
  56. 52. Golden Autumn Days
  57. Acknowledgements
  58. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Wanting to get the entire story off her chest, Sybil pushed on. ‘On the train when I was in labour, I told Ronnie what I’d done to him and his sister.’ Tears welled up in her eyes. ‘Even though I had treated him so badly and caused him such pain and unhappiness, Ronnie stayed with me till the end.’ She took a deep shuddering breath. ‘His act of pure kindness shamed me to my soul.’

‘I’ve always said he’s a good lad deep down, my Ronnie,’ Rosie said defiantly.

‘I did a wicked, wicked thing,’ Sybil admitted. ‘Lying to the police and all the residents. Not to mention the effect it had on you and your innocent children.’

‘Lucky Sally and Ronnie landed up in a good place with the Larkins,’ Rosie answered carefully. ‘Losing them was bad enough, but if they had finished up in an orphanage, I think I would have lost my mind.’

The two of them fell silent for a while, before Rosie persisted with her questioning.

‘So what changed your mind about us?’ she asked in bewilderment.

‘You, Rosie,’ Sybil said in all honesty. Having started down this road, she knew that she couldn’t live with herself unless she revealed her other motive. ‘It was when I got to know you better, when I was working on the wards. I knew you didn’t like me, that you were quite rightly suspicious of me, but once we got chatting about Dowry House and the Brigadier’s antics, we seemed to get on like a house on fire.’

‘That’s right – you were always asking me questions about Lady Veronica,’ Rosie remembered.

‘Oh, God!’ Sybil thought. ‘Now I’m going to have to tell her how I exploited her on those occasions too.’

Holding up her hand, Sybil stopped Rosie in her tracks. ‘I’ve not finished,’ she announced. ‘There’s something else.’

Shocked Rosie gasped incredulously, ‘More wickedness?’

Sybil wriggled uncomfortably. ‘Not necessarily wicked – more exploitative.’

Rosie’s brow crinkled in confusion. ‘What’s that?’

‘Using people for your own means,’ Sybil muttered. ‘You see, I started questioning you about Lady Veronica because I wanted to find a way to disgrace Brigadier Baldwin.’ She let out a long sigh. ‘Now you know everything, all my dirty secrets. Call me a bitch if you like, you’d be quite within your rights.’

‘You’re a bitch all right,’ Rosie said without a moment’s hesitation. ‘You break up my family, then squeeze me dry for information. None of that is impressive behaviour.’

‘I’m certainly not arguing with you,’ Sybil readily agreed. ‘But I can give you an explanation.’

‘The truth would be a nice change,’ Rosie said cynically.

‘You must have guessed by now that Monty is the father of my baby.’

Rosie shrugged. ‘Most people have.’