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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. By the same author
  4. Dedication
  5. 1. Mrs Jamie Reid
  6. 2. Interviews
  7. 3. Sybil Harwood
  8. 4. First Impressions
  9. 5. Bombshell
  10. 6. Finsbury Park
  11. 7. Running Wild
  12. 8. A Little Bird …
  13. 9. One Last Ditch
  14. 10. The Smugglers’ Inn
  15. 11. Plans
  16. 12. Feeling Broody
  17. 13. The New Staff Sister
  18. 14. Tension
  19. 15. Ada’s Nest
  20. 16. Spider’s Web
  21. 17. On a Knife-edge
  22. 18. Hope Farm
  23. 19. Edith
  24. 20. Sybil and Rosie
  25. 21. Happy Days
  26. 22. Ward Rounds
  27. 23. Sweet-talking Rosie
  28. 24. Confidences
  29. 25. Home Sweet Home
  30. 26. Jamie
  31. 27. A Shock
  32. 28. The Secret
  33. 29. Ronnie
  34. 30. Runaways
  35. 31. Reparation
  36. 32. Which Train?
  37. 33. Shock Waves
  38. 34. Gladstone Gardens
  39. 35. Jump for Joy
  40. 36. Return Journey
  41. 37. Action Stations
  42. 38. The Truth Hurts
  43. 39. Another Life
  44. 40. Auntie Sybil
  45. 41. Short-staffed
  46. 42. Tobruk
  47. 43. Missing Person
  48. 44. Whitehall
  49. 45. On a Mission
  50. 46. Motherhood
  51. 47. Triumph
  52. 48. One Good Turn Deserves Another
  53. 49. Zophony House
  54. 50. A Deal is Struck
  55. 51. Shocks and Surprises
  56. 52. Golden Autumn Days
  57. Acknowledgements
  58. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Rosie gave a proud smile; then, catching sight of Sybil’s tired expression, she said briskly, ‘Come on now, I’ve got to get you two back to Mrs Larkin, so say goodbye to Auntie Sybil.’ Seeing her friend’s curious raised eyebrow, she added with a grin, ‘That’s what these two have started calling you.’

‘Auntie Sybil – I like it.’ Sybil smiled at the children. ‘It makes me feel special.’

‘You are special now that you don’t frighten us any more,’ Ronnie assured her with his funny gap-toothed smile.

‘Good,’ Sybil beamed. ‘Let’s keep it that way, shall we, Ronnie?’

After the children had bidden Sybil an affectionate if not a little bit of a shy goodbye, she waved cheerily as Rosie tried to usher them both away.

‘Can we come back and see how you are tomorrow?’ Rosie asked before she departed.

‘Why not?’ Sybil grinned. ‘After all, we’re both on the same ward, so not far to waddle, in my case.’

‘I hope Mrs Larkin has a nice supper waiting for you,’ Sybil called after the departing children.

‘She makes us puddings,’ Sally said. ‘Jam roly-poly is my favourite.’

‘Dead man’s leg,’ Ronnie joked. ‘That’s what the Larkin lads call it.’

After her own supper was delivered by Nurse Mann, who, for reasons nobody could quite understand, was less grim these days, Sybil tracked down Dora.

‘How is the baby?’ she asked.

‘He’s got the lungs of a lion and the appetite of a horse,’ Dora laughed.

Sybil gave an inward sigh. ‘So like Monty.’

‘Would you like to see him?’ Dora enquired.

Knowing she did not want to bond with her son, who hopefully would very soon be adopted, Sybil replied carefully. ‘I’d like to see him tomorrow, if you don’t mind, Dora.’

Early the following morning, as soon as the ward was stirring, Sybil felt strong enough to get out of bed and pay a call on nearby Rosie.

‘Are you awake?’ she whispered.

‘Wide awake,’ Rosie answered with a rueful smile. ‘Have you forgotten they serve tea at six in this place and after that the place is jumping? I think I’ll probably get more rest once I’m back in the Home.’

Sybil smiled as she sat on the edge of the bed. ‘Really, are you okay?’ she asked earnestly.

‘Fine, promise,’ Rosie responded.

Wriggling up the bed so she was nearer to her friend, Rosie dropped her voice to a whisper. ‘Sybil, you took such a risk going in search of my children.’ She shook her head in disbelief. ‘You could have lost your baby in the process.’

‘But I didn’t,’ Sybil declared pluckily, ‘and luckily I found two of yours.’ She held her breath in an attempt to steady her voice. ‘I’m sorry for your loss, sweetheart, you must have suffered so much.’