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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. By the same author
  4. Dedication
  5. 1. Mrs Jamie Reid
  6. 2. Interviews
  7. 3. Sybil Harwood
  8. 4. First Impressions
  9. 5. Bombshell
  10. 6. Finsbury Park
  11. 7. Running Wild
  12. 8. A Little Bird …
  13. 9. One Last Ditch
  14. 10. The Smugglers’ Inn
  15. 11. Plans
  16. 12. Feeling Broody
  17. 13. The New Staff Sister
  18. 14. Tension
  19. 15. Ada’s Nest
  20. 16. Spider’s Web
  21. 17. On a Knife-edge
  22. 18. Hope Farm
  23. 19. Edith
  24. 20. Sybil and Rosie
  25. 21. Happy Days
  26. 22. Ward Rounds
  27. 23. Sweet-talking Rosie
  28. 24. Confidences
  29. 25. Home Sweet Home
  30. 26. Jamie
  31. 27. A Shock
  32. 28. The Secret
  33. 29. Ronnie
  34. 30. Runaways
  35. 31. Reparation
  36. 32. Which Train?
  37. 33. Shock Waves
  38. 34. Gladstone Gardens
  39. 35. Jump for Joy
  40. 36. Return Journey
  41. 37. Action Stations
  42. 38. The Truth Hurts
  43. 39. Another Life
  44. 40. Auntie Sybil
  45. 41. Short-staffed
  46. 42. Tobruk
  47. 43. Missing Person
  48. 44. Whitehall
  49. 45. On a Mission
  50. 46. Motherhood
  51. 47. Triumph
  52. 48. One Good Turn Deserves Another
  53. 49. Zophony House
  54. 50. A Deal is Struck
  55. 51. Shocks and Surprises
  56. 52. Golden Autumn Days
  57. Acknowledgements
  58. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Much as Ada wanted to see Sybil, she thought that it was best to stay out of the way.

‘There’s quite enough going on at the moment without my sticking my nose in,’ she joked. ‘But I might pop by later for a brief visit.’

Before she left, Sister Mary Paul gave Ada a little apple turnover she had made especially for her and the end of a loaf of freshly baked bread.

‘To keep your strength up,’ she said tenderly, as she bid her favourite girl goodbye.

After their emotional family reunion, the mood in the Pickles family settled down a bit, and Rosie was able to cradle her two children in her arms.

‘What possessed you to run away?’ she finally asked.

Sally by her side wriggled uncomfortably. ‘I ran after Ronnie when he ran away without me,’ she tried to explain.

Turning to her skinny son, who was lying stiffly at her side, Rosie said softly, ‘So it was your idea, Ronnie?’

Guilty Ronnie averted his eyes. ‘I wanted to find our dad.’

‘Your dad’s fighting for his country!’ Rosie cried. ‘What made you think he would be in London?’

With his cheeks burning bright red, Ronnie blurted out the truth. ‘The big lads in the school playground said that soldiers were coming home to check out how their families were coping.’

‘That’s just wishful thinking, lovie,’ Rosie said, as she stroked his untidy hair. ‘Men get shot for desertion of their posts. How on earth did you think that your dad, fighting behind enemy lines, could sneak off and pay us a visit?’

Looking mortified, poor confused Ronnie started to cry. ‘Because I wanted it – I believed in it because I miss my dad!’

‘Sweetheart, we all miss Dad,’ Rosie confessed.

‘Why doesn’t he write to tell us where he is?’ Ronnie wailed. ‘It’s been so long since he left, how do we know he’s not dead already?’

Though her son was, in fact, voicing her own worst fears, Rosie answered firmly. ‘I won’t lie and tell you that I’m not worried too, but there’s a war on: there are thousands of people in the same boat. We have to do our bit, son; we can fight Hitler in other ways. We can stay strong and brave and pray for peace and that Dad will come home to us safe and sound one day soon.’

The grief and terror he had been bottling up inside for months on end spilt its banks, and Ronnie, really just a frightened little boy, poured out all his worries. Knowing he needed to get an enormous load off his chest, Rosie just held him until his sobs subsided.

‘Please don’t ever leave me again, son,’ she implored. ‘We must stay together as a family; you and Sal are all I’ve got now.’