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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. By the same author
  4. Dedication
  5. 1. Mrs Jamie Reid
  6. 2. Interviews
  7. 3. Sybil Harwood
  8. 4. First Impressions
  9. 5. Bombshell
  10. 6. Finsbury Park
  11. 7. Running Wild
  12. 8. A Little Bird …
  13. 9. One Last Ditch
  14. 10. The Smugglers’ Inn
  15. 11. Plans
  16. 12. Feeling Broody
  17. 13. The New Staff Sister
  18. 14. Tension
  19. 15. Ada’s Nest
  20. 16. Spider’s Web
  21. 17. On a Knife-edge
  22. 18. Hope Farm
  23. 19. Edith
  24. 20. Sybil and Rosie
  25. 21. Happy Days
  26. 22. Ward Rounds
  27. 23. Sweet-talking Rosie
  28. 24. Confidences
  29. 25. Home Sweet Home
  30. 26. Jamie
  31. 27. A Shock
  32. 28. The Secret
  33. 29. Ronnie
  34. 30. Runaways
  35. 31. Reparation
  36. 32. Which Train?
  37. 33. Shock Waves
  38. 34. Gladstone Gardens
  39. 35. Jump for Joy
  40. 36. Return Journey
  41. 37. Action Stations
  42. 38. The Truth Hurts
  43. 39. Another Life
  44. 40. Auntie Sybil
  45. 41. Short-staffed
  46. 42. Tobruk
  47. 43. Missing Person
  48. 44. Whitehall
  49. 45. On a Mission
  50. 46. Motherhood
  51. 47. Triumph
  52. 48. One Good Turn Deserves Another
  53. 49. Zophony House
  54. 50. A Deal is Struck
  55. 51. Shocks and Surprises
  56. 52. Golden Autumn Days
  57. Acknowledgements
  58. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘Shhh, shhh,’ Ada soothed; but, for all her attempts to keep Rosie calm and in control, her patient ranted, raved, and used up all of her precious energy until she lay on the bed limp, dripping with sweat and feverishly exhausted. Worried and needing to speak in private, Ada and Matron slipped briefly out of the room, and in the corridor they consulted in tense whispers.

‘I think the baby’s breech,’ Ada whispered.

Matron nodded. ‘One of them might not make it.’

Knowing how hard a breech birth would be, Ada said urgently, ‘I must get back to her.’

Matron stopped her. ‘Ada, Dora can replace you,’ she said. ‘It’s important you don’t take unnecessary risks at this stage in your pregnancy.’

‘I’ll stay with Rosie,’ Ada answered firmly. ‘It’s the right thing to do, and after all I promised I would.’

After Matron had administered a sedative to ease Rosie’s pain, Ada stayed by her side, wiping her brow, speaking softly and calmly, never letting go of her hand, while Sister Ann eventually eased Rosie’s baby into the world. When it was finally over, there was no sound from either mother or child. Ada looked down at Rosie, who looked more dead than alive; she gasped in relief when she saw her eyelids flutter.

‘Stay with her,’ Matron instructed. ‘I’ll see to the baby.’

Ada stayed with Rosie until she mercifully dropped off to sleep, then she started the process of washing and tidying up before Rosie was removed to the post-natal ward. Now completely exhausted and working automatically, Ada was grateful when Dora walked in.

‘I’ll take over now, lovie,’ she said. ‘Matron says you’ve got to go home and get some rest before you collapse.’

In no mood for arguing, Ada nodded. ‘Thanks, Dora. How’s the baby?’

Dora shook her head. Ada’s heart sank.

Ada was inconsolable by the time she caught up with Sister Ann, who could do no more than give her a comforting hug.

‘We did everything we could, dear. The rest is in God’s good hands.’

‘Poor Rosie,’ Ada gulped. ‘It’s so heartbreakingly unfair that everything has gone wrong for her. The worry over her missing children was just the final straw. I’m amazed she survived her labour, to be honest. There were times during it when I was sure she would just give up and die.’

Matron agreed, almost as concerned for her dear colleague as she was for her patient.

‘I’ll take over now, dear. Promise me you’ll go home now and go straight to bed.’

Weary Ada nodded as she sighed. ‘I don’t need to promise, Ann, I’m exhausted – all I want to do is lie down and sleep.’