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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. By the same author
  4. Dedication
  5. 1. Mrs Jamie Reid
  6. 2. Interviews
  7. 3. Sybil Harwood
  8. 4. First Impressions
  9. 5. Bombshell
  10. 6. Finsbury Park
  11. 7. Running Wild
  12. 8. A Little Bird …
  13. 9. One Last Ditch
  14. 10. The Smugglers’ Inn
  15. 11. Plans
  16. 12. Feeling Broody
  17. 13. The New Staff Sister
  18. 14. Tension
  19. 15. Ada’s Nest
  20. 16. Spider’s Web
  21. 17. On a Knife-edge
  22. 18. Hope Farm
  23. 19. Edith
  24. 20. Sybil and Rosie
  25. 21. Happy Days
  26. 22. Ward Rounds
  27. 23. Sweet-talking Rosie
  28. 24. Confidences
  29. 25. Home Sweet Home
  30. 26. Jamie
  31. 27. A Shock
  32. 28. The Secret
  33. 29. Ronnie
  34. 30. Runaways
  35. 31. Reparation
  36. 32. Which Train?
  37. 33. Shock Waves
  38. 34. Gladstone Gardens
  39. 35. Jump for Joy
  40. 36. Return Journey
  41. 37. Action Stations
  42. 38. The Truth Hurts
  43. 39. Another Life
  44. 40. Auntie Sybil
  45. 41. Short-staffed
  46. 42. Tobruk
  47. 43. Missing Person
  48. 44. Whitehall
  49. 45. On a Mission
  50. 46. Motherhood
  51. 47. Triumph
  52. 48. One Good Turn Deserves Another
  53. 49. Zophony House
  54. 50. A Deal is Struck
  55. 51. Shocks and Surprises
  56. 52. Golden Autumn Days
  57. Acknowledgements
  58. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Momentarily lost for words, Matron gazed appealingly at Dora, who continued. ‘It’s like this, sweetheart. I’m sure they will turn up very soon, but the truth is they didn’t go home last night.’

‘Didn’t go home?’ Rosie cried, as she struggled to get out of bed. ‘Where have they gone? Who’s taken them?’

Holding her firmly while trying her best to keep her calm, Dora tried to explain. ‘The police think they’ve gone on a little adventure, they think –’

But she got no further. Throwing Dora’s arm from her shoulder, Rosie struggled to stand upright. ‘I’m going to find them!’ she cried.

Matron hurried forward to prevent Rosie from getting out of bed. ‘No, dear, you’re in no state – please stay calm and think of the baby.’

With both nurses on either side of her, Rosie started to scream hysterically. ‘I’ve got to find them! I’ve got to find my children!’

Before Rosie fell to the ground in a dead swoon, Matron and Dora caught her and, between them, they got her back in bed. Stroking the lank hair that fell over Rosie’s damp brow, Dora prayed with all her heart: ‘God help this poor woman, God help her.’

Completely unaware of the drama that was unfolding on the ante-natal ward, Sybil was picking some sweet peas in the garden to make a little posy for Rosie, whom she planned to visit after her exercise class.

‘Odd.’ Sybil smiled as she stood on her tiptoes to pluck the blooms that were fragrantly flowering against the old red-brick garden wall. ‘Instead of picking Rosie’s brains, I’m picking flowers for her. It’s just nice to see her and keep her company.’ Then she thought ruefully, ‘Or maybe it’s Rosie who’s keeping ME company.’ She gave a heavy sigh. ‘If she were ever to find out it was me who got rid of her kids, Rosie would never speak to me again.’

After eating her lunch, Sybil left the dining room as usual, swinging her handbag, barely giving her fellow residents a backward glance. Picking up the fragrant little posy from her room, Sybil made her way to the ante-natal ward, where she was stopped in her tracks by a stony-faced Sister Mann.

‘Where are you going?’ she demanded.

Annoyed by her haughty manner, Sybil bridled. ‘To see Rosie,’ she snapped, as she all but thrust the posy in Sister Mann’s moody face.

‘I’m sorry, but Mrs Pickles is in no condition to receive visitors,’ Sister Mann barked, and she stood in front of Sybil, blocking the entrance to the ward.

Seeing she was going to get nowhere, Sybil turned on her heel and retraced her steps. Worried sick, she thought to herself, ‘Heavens! What’s happened to Rosie now?’