Back Fearless Save as PDF
Chapters (184)
  1. Cover
  2. Title page
  3. Dedication page
  4. Epigraph page
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. BOOK ONE
  7. 1
  8. 2
  9. 3
  10. 4
  11. 5
  12. 6
  13. 7
  14. 8
  15. 9
  16. 10
  17. 11
  18. 12
  19. 13
  20. 14
  21. 15
  22. 16
  23. 17
  24. 18
  25. 19
  26. 20
  27. 21
  28. 22
  29. 23
  30. 24
  31. 25
  32. 26
  33. 27
  34. 28
  35. 29
  36. 30
  37. 31
  38. 32
  39. 33
  40. 34
  41. 35
  42. 36
  43. 37
  44. 38
  45. 39
  46. 40
  47. 41
  48. 42
  49. 43
  50. 44
  51. 45
  52. 46
  53. 47
  54. 48
  55. 49
  56. 50
  57. 51
  58. 52
  59. 53
  60. 54
  61. 55
  62. 56
  63. 57
  64. 58
  65. 59
  66. 60
  67. 61
  68. 62
  69. 63
  70. 64
  71. 65
  72. 66
  73. 67
  74. BOOK TWO
  75. 68
  76. 69
  77. 70
  78. 71
  79. 72
  80. 73
  81. 74
  82. 75
  83. 76
  84. 77
  85. 78
  86. 79
  87. 80
  88. 81
  89. 82
  90. 83
  91. 84
  92. 85
  93. 86
  94. 87
  95. 88
  96. 89
  97. 90
  98. 91
  99. 92
  100. 93
  101. 94
  102. 95
  103. 96
  104. 97
  105. 98
  106. 99
  107. 100
  108. 101
  109. 102
  110. 103
  111. 104
  112. 105
  113. 106
  114. 107
  115. 108
  116. 109
  117. 110
  118. 111
  119. 112
  120. 113
  121. 114
  122. 115
  123. 116
  124. 117
  125. 118
  126. 119
  127. 120
  128. 121
  129. 122
  130. 123
  131. BOOK THREE
  132. 124
  133. 125
  134. 126
  135. 127
  136. 128
  137. 129
  138. 130
  139. 131
  140. 132
  141. 133
  142. 134
  143. 135
  144. 136
  145. 137
  146. 138
  147. 139
  148. 140
  149. 141
  150. 142
  151. 143
  152. 144
  153. 145
  154. 146
  155. 147
  156. 148
  157. 149
  158. 150
  159. 151
  160. 152
  161. 153
  162. 154
  163. 155
  164. 156
  165. 157
  166. 158
  167. 159
  168. 160
  169. 161
  170. 162
  171. 163
  172. 164
  173. 165
  174. 166
  175. EPILOGUE
  176. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  177. NAMELESS
  178. RUTHLESS
  179. LAWLESS
  180. DANGEROUS
  181. STAY DEAD
  182. About the Author
  183. By Jessie Keane
  184. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

‘I got married,’ said Josh. ‘Can’t say it’s been a happy marriage, but I’ve got two kids. Connor. And Aysha.’

‘I’m sorry if you’re unhappy,’ said Claire.

‘I married Shauna Everett.’

Claire’s face was blank with shock.

‘She came away with me the night you disappeared. Pushed herself in, really. And I was so fucking upset at losing you that I let her. Then she got pregnant with Connor, and it was a done deal, I had to marry her.’

‘Good God.’ Claire stared at him in horror. ‘So she got what she wanted after all. She wanted you – and she got you.’

‘I wanted you. I never wanted her.’

‘I need to explain things to you,’ said Claire. ‘Can I do that? Tomorrow, over lunch? Suki will join us and then you might understand.’

‘Sure.’ He was hurt. She was saying no to making love with him and he didn’t understand why. But he could wait. God, he’d waited long enough, a little more time wouldn’t hurt him. ‘Claire?’

‘Hm?’ She was cuddled in against him and he was holding her tight.

He lifted her chin. ‘Whenever you’re ready, OK? And even if you never are, that won’t change how I feel about you. That’s the truth.’

Claire’s brow cleared and she smiled sadly up at him. ‘You’re such a sweet man, Josh Flynn,’ she said. ‘You always were.’

‘So kiss me,’ he said, and she did.

Josh booked them a table next day for lunch at his hotel and Claire joined him there at one o’clock. She came into the restaurant alone. He looked around. ‘Where’s Suki?’

‘She’s coming for the pudding course, she thought we’d need a little time to chat first.’

They settled at the table and Josh ordered wine. Then the waiter left them the menus and departed. They stared at each other across the table. Josh held out his hand and smiling, Claire took it.

‘This has been a strange time for me,’ said Claire. ‘I’ve only recently found Suki, and now you show up here too.’

Josh frowned. ‘What does that mean, you “found” Suki?’

Claire took a breath and then she told him that she had given Suki away shortly after her birth, but that Suki had tracked her down.

‘What, you didn’t want her? Why was that? Were you having trouble making ends meet?’

The wine waiter came back, poured a little into Josh’s glass. Josh nodded, and he poured more and left the bottle.

‘I’m going to need this,’ said Claire, taking a gulp of the wine. ‘No, I wasn’t having money troubles. I had a good job at the club, and marvellous friends around me. But Suki . . .’ Claire shook her head. ‘Oh, Josh, I hate to even talk about it.’