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Chapters (66)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. London Fields
  5. 2010
  6. Hannah
  7. Cate
  8. Lissa
  9. Cate
  10. Abjections
  11. Hannah
  12. Lissa
  13. Soulmates
  14. Cate
  15. Lissa
  16. Hannah
  17. Resistance
  18. Cate
  19. Lissa
  20. Hannah
  21. True North
  22. Cate
  23. Lissa
  24. Hannah
  25. London
  26. Lissa
  27. Cate
  28. Lissa
  29. Hannah
  30. Bras
  31. Cate
  32. Hannah
  33. Cate
  34. Hannah
  35. Cate
  36. Hannah
  37. Lissa
  38. Hannah
  39. Lissa
  40. Hens
  41. Cate
  42. Hannah
  43. Lissa
  44. Hannah
  45. Cate
  46. Lissa
  47. Hannah
  48. Epithalamium
  49. Lissa
  50. Hannah
  51. Cate
  52. Lissa
  53. Hannah
  54. Lissa
  55. Hannah
  56. Cate
  57. Lissa
  58. Hannah
  59. Lissa
  60. 2012
  61. Hannah
  62. London Fields
  63. Acknowledgments
  64. About the Author
  65. Also by Anna Hope
  66. About the Publisher

“Me?” Dea rolls her eyes. “Jesus. Are we going to go into my sexual history now? Now that is an X-rated horror. I’ll tell you one day. I’ll give you the director’s cut.”

Cate laughs. “I’ll look forward to it.”

Are they flirting? She can’t tell.

“But not now. It’s freezing. Come on,” says Dea. “Let’s go somewhere and get warm.”

They stand and Dea threads her arm through Cate’s. “Hey,” she says, as they near the edge of the garden. “You never said what scared you. If I have sex with my wife then what are you going to do?”

Cate thinks. “Honestly? It’s my house. Sorting it out. Unpacking the boxes from the move. I still haven’t done it. It terrifies me.”

“Well, first of all let me say that I think the pressure for women to have a perfect home is one of the greatest heists of capitalism, which I am resisting daily on principle, as I’m sure you’ve seen from the state of my own house. But, you know, since it scares you so much, I think you should face it. Unpack the boxes. Sort it out. Have a gathering. Invite me round. And Zoe. Get Sam to cook. You never know”—Dea winks—“maybe we’ll all get pregnant again.”

LATER THAT EVENING, when she hears Sam come home from work, Cate gets out of bed and goes down to the living room, where Sam is already installed on the sofa, beer in hand, computer propped on his chest.

“Hey,” she says, and goes to sit on the opposite chair.

“Hey.” He pulls off his headphones.

“What are you watching?”

“Just some crap.”

“How was work?”

“Tiring. Boring. I’m over it. Really. Plating up someone else’s food.”

“I wanted to ask you . . .” she says.

“Yeah?”

“I met someone.”

“What?” He raises an eyebrow. “Who?”

“Another mum. At that playgroup, the one Alice told me to go to. The one you told me to go to—so I could make friends. And I was wondering if I could invite her over, for a gathering. I was wondering if you would cook.”

“A gathering? What’s a gathering?”

“Sam. Please.”

“When?”

“I don’t know. A few weeks’ time. I thought I might invite Hannah down, Nathan. Make an evening of it.”

He frowns. “I don’t know, I have to check my shifts.”

“Sam,” she says. “You said I should meet people. I’ve done it. I’ve met people. Dea, and Zoe.”

“Wait, they’re gay?”

“Yes.”

“Canterbury has lesbians?”

“Very funny.”

He takes a swig of beer.

“So can I tell them we’ll do it? Will you cook?”

He thinks. “OK,” he says. “But let’s invite Mark and Tamsin too.”

“Really?”

“Why not? We owe them a dinner. It’s been ages since Mark has eaten my food. It might get the ball rolling. Encourage him to invest.”