Back Expectation: a Novel
Chapters (66)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. London Fields
  5. 2010
  6. Hannah
  7. Cate
  8. Lissa
  9. Cate
  10. Abjections
  11. Hannah
  12. Lissa
  13. Soulmates
  14. Cate
  15. Lissa
  16. Hannah
  17. Resistance
  18. Cate
  19. Lissa
  20. Hannah
  21. True North
  22. Cate
  23. Lissa
  24. Hannah
  25. London
  26. Lissa
  27. Cate
  28. Lissa
  29. Hannah
  30. Bras
  31. Cate
  32. Hannah
  33. Cate
  34. Hannah
  35. Cate
  36. Hannah
  37. Lissa
  38. Hannah
  39. Lissa
  40. Hens
  41. Cate
  42. Hannah
  43. Lissa
  44. Hannah
  45. Cate
  46. Lissa
  47. Hannah
  48. Epithalamium
  49. Lissa
  50. Hannah
  51. Cate
  52. Lissa
  53. Hannah
  54. Lissa
  55. Hannah
  56. Cate
  57. Lissa
  58. Hannah
  59. Lissa
  60. 2012
  61. Hannah
  62. London Fields
  63. Acknowledgments
  64. About the Author
  65. Also by Anna Hope
  66. About the Publisher

“In the family room.” Tamsin gestures to a door half open, and she sees them, their son Jack, their daughter Milly, faces stunned and immobile in the blue TV light. “Hey! You should come, next year. We should all go together. We could bring Alice too, a big family holiday—she’s amazing with the kids. Wait—or Dubai. Christmas!” She claps her hands together. “Mark! Tell them. Tell them they should come to Dubai.”

“You should come to Dubai,” says Mark, with an indulgent smile to his wife. “We go every year. I do a bit of work, then we have a week at Atlantis. You seen it?”

Mark brings up pictures on his phone and they all crowd around. Cate sees a huge pink stone edifice, a strip of sand, the ocean beyond. “It’s a man-made island,” he says. “They’ve got everything—Gordon Ramsay restaurants. An aqua park. The kids go mental for it.”

It looks terribly fragile, its hugeness, its hubris. “Atlantis?” says Cate.

“Yeah.” Mark nods. “Check it out.”

“Didn’t Atlantis disappear in the flood?”

“Which flood?” Tamsin looks bewildered.

“The Bible.”

“Thanks,” says Sam hastily. “But I don’t think we can get away this year—maybe next time.”

Cate looks over to where Tom lies. He looks tiny there, vulnerable, a small craft floating on a sea of polished oak. He is so still.

“Excuse me.” She stands up quickly, goes to him, puts her hand to his nose, feels the soft relief of his breath. Outside, beyond the glass doors, the hillside is turning russet in the last of the light. The lawn is mown to within a millimeter of its life.

Tamsin comes over and joins her. “Gorgeous, aren’t they, when they’re asleep?” Her face, dusted with a light pink powder, shimmers in the overhead lights. “So how’s the house?” she says.

“Oh.” Cate shifts a little. “It’s good—it’s great. We’re so grateful.”

“When are you going to invite us round?”

“Soon. When we’ve unpacked.”

“You’re kidding?” Tamsin laughs. “You haven’t unpacked yet?”

“Still a few boxes left to go.”

Tamsin’s hand lands on her sleeve. “You look tired,” she says. “Sam says you’re sleeping together?” Her voice drops to a whisper. “You and Tom? In the same bed?”

“Yeah.”

“Are you sure that’s a good idea?”

“It’s just easier like that. For the night feeds. You know.”

“You should stop.” Tamsin is gripping her now. “Get that baby off the boob. You know what? You should have some time off. One day a week. What do you say?”

“I—”

“Say yes! Alice will do it. She’s desperate to spend some time with Tom. Hang on—Sam!” Tamsin turns to the men, clapping her hands. “Sam! Cate’s going to have a day off! We’ll arrange it. Me and Mum. Alice is dying to help.”