Back Expectation: a Novel
Chapters (66)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. London Fields
  5. 2010
  6. Hannah
  7. Cate
  8. Lissa
  9. Cate
  10. Abjections
  11. Hannah
  12. Lissa
  13. Soulmates
  14. Cate
  15. Lissa
  16. Hannah
  17. Resistance
  18. Cate
  19. Lissa
  20. Hannah
  21. True North
  22. Cate
  23. Lissa
  24. Hannah
  25. London
  26. Lissa
  27. Cate
  28. Lissa
  29. Hannah
  30. Bras
  31. Cate
  32. Hannah
  33. Cate
  34. Hannah
  35. Cate
  36. Hannah
  37. Lissa
  38. Hannah
  39. Lissa
  40. Hens
  41. Cate
  42. Hannah
  43. Lissa
  44. Hannah
  45. Cate
  46. Lissa
  47. Hannah
  48. Epithalamium
  49. Lissa
  50. Hannah
  51. Cate
  52. Lissa
  53. Hannah
  54. Lissa
  55. Hannah
  56. Cate
  57. Lissa
  58. Hannah
  59. Lissa
  60. 2012
  61. Hannah
  62. London Fields
  63. Acknowledgments
  64. About the Author
  65. Also by Anna Hope
  66. About the Publisher

SAM IS AT THE WHEEL AS THEY DRIVE WESTWARDS, THROUGH the terraces and pound stores of Wincheap, out to where the city thins and frays into the ribbons of main roads that lead to London, to the coast. They are late. She and Tom were asleep when Sam came back from work, both of them sprawled together on the bed. Now Tom nods off again in the car seat as they take the Ashford Road, passing garden centers, small industrial estates housing soft play zones, motor home dealers, stands of scrappy-looking trees.

She’s wearing the first decent blouse she could find and her maternity jeans, the ones with the huge black waistband. An old cardigan on top. She could have done better. Should have done better. “So is anyone else going to be there?”

“I don’t think so. Just Tamsin and Mark.”

“What is it he does again?”

“He’s got a company. Agricultural machinery. He’s doing really well.” Sam turns to her. “He might invest in a restaurant. He’s got the cash. We’ve talked about it for years.”

She tries to remember Mark’s face but cannot quite picture it. She’s only met him once since the wedding, the time they came down to see the house. But everything then was a blur. “How long have they been married?”

“Forever. They got together at school.” He turns to her, a small tightness at the edge of his mouth. “They’re lovely people. Really. Just stay away from politics and you’ll be fine.”

She nods, smiles, circling the spider at her wrist with her finger.

They turn up a country lane with large houses on either side, past a huge fruit wholesaler where even at this time of the day forklifts roam around the facility. Pulling up at a wooden gate, Sam presses the button on an intercom. There is a buzz and the gate slides open. A black Land Rover Defender sits in the driveway. Sam parks beside it and lifts a sleeping Tom out of the car. They ring the bell, and there is the tinny yap of dogs, the scuttle of claws on a wooden floor, footsteps.

“Sorry we’re late,” says Sam, as his sister opens the door. “We had to get Tom dressed. Then traffic.”

Tamsin is dressed in jeans, heels and a gray sweater. Sequins crust like icicles at her shoulders. She hugs them—brief, angular, fragrant—then shoos them through to the kitchen, where a vastness of shining floor is punctuated by a large granite island. Cate pulls her cardigan tighter around her while Sam hoists Tom and the car seat onto the dining table. Three large black pendant lights hang suspended above it. On the wall, a sign reads “EAT” in large wooden letters, as though without it Mark and Tamsin and their two children might forget what this side of the room is for.