Back Expectation: a Novel
Chapters (66)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. London Fields
  5. 2010
  6. Hannah
  7. Cate
  8. Lissa
  9. Cate
  10. Abjections
  11. Hannah
  12. Lissa
  13. Soulmates
  14. Cate
  15. Lissa
  16. Hannah
  17. Resistance
  18. Cate
  19. Lissa
  20. Hannah
  21. True North
  22. Cate
  23. Lissa
  24. Hannah
  25. London
  26. Lissa
  27. Cate
  28. Lissa
  29. Hannah
  30. Bras
  31. Cate
  32. Hannah
  33. Cate
  34. Hannah
  35. Cate
  36. Hannah
  37. Lissa
  38. Hannah
  39. Lissa
  40. Hens
  41. Cate
  42. Hannah
  43. Lissa
  44. Hannah
  45. Cate
  46. Lissa
  47. Hannah
  48. Epithalamium
  49. Lissa
  50. Hannah
  51. Cate
  52. Lissa
  53. Hannah
  54. Lissa
  55. Hannah
  56. Cate
  57. Lissa
  58. Hannah
  59. Lissa
  60. 2012
  61. Hannah
  62. London Fields
  63. Acknowledgments
  64. About the Author
  65. Also by Anna Hope
  66. About the Publisher

She looks up. The man is large, but not overweight; her age, or a little older. He looks ruddy, as though he has recently showered. The hair at the back of his neck is damp.

“Your book?” He gestures towards it. “Is it good?”

She holds it up to him. “I’m on page one.”

“Ah,” he says.

“But I’ve read it before.”

“Right.”

“They all learn lessons. And live happily ever after.”

“Ah,” he says. “Good enough.”

She looks back down at the page, but the words are dancing now.

“You up here on holiday then?”

“I suppose.”

“You suppose?” He gestures to the chair in front of her. “Do you mind if I join you?”

“I’m just waiting for my food. I’ll be gone soon.”

“Then you won’t get bored of me.” He lifts his pint and takes the seat opposite her, his back to the woman behind the bar.

“Cheers.” The man lifts his pint and drinks. His fingers are thick, the skin chapped and red. There is a wedding ring on his hand. His phone is beside him on the table. She sees a picture of a woman and a child on the screen. “So what is it then? If it’s not holiday? You here on work?”

“No,” she says. “Not work.”

“Mystery,” he says.

“Something like that.”

“I’m from here,” he says, as though in answer to a question she has not asked. “Grew up here. I work on the rigs. Off Aberdeen. Two weeks on, three weeks off. I stay up on Papa Westray when I come off. Work a farm up there.”

She has a vision of a cottage. A view of wind farms and the sea. A wife and child. The woman on his phone. Managing alone while he is gone.

“You?” he says to her. “Where are you from?”

“London. Manchester. London.”

“That’s a lot of places.”

“Manchester.”

He nods. “There’s some guys from Manchester on the rig.”

“Oh?”

“They don’t sound like you.”

“Well. I’ve lived in London for years.”

He leans towards her. “What’s that like?” he says. “London?” There is something about him, his energy, something untethered. Something hungry in his eyes.

She leans back. “Oh,” she says. “You know.”

“I don’t get along with cities,” he says.

“No.”

They fall silent. He turns his phone over on the table, so the blank face of the back faces upwards and the picture of the woman and the child has gone. “What have you seen, today?”

She shrugs. “I saw the main sights. Apart from that burial chamber. Maeshowe. I suppose I’ll go there tomorrow.”

“Did you like the main sights?”

“Not really. I thought Orkney was . . . something else. I thought it would be wilder. It’s all a bit . . . polite.”

“Polite!” He throws back his head and laughs.

The diners at the next table look up, then back down at their food.