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Contents (112)
  1. Dedication
  2. Epigraph
  3. Contents
  4. Chapter One
  5. The Cat’s Out of the Box
  6. Chapter Two
  7. The Most Important Meal of the Day
  8. Chapter Three
  9. The Comeback Kid Minus the Comebacks
  10. Chapter Four
  11. AKA Patricia
  12. Chapter Five
  13. One Size Does Not Fit All
  14. Chapter Six
  15. The Difference Between Like and Like-Like
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Good as Gravy
  18. Chapter Eight
  19. By Invitation Only
  20. Chapter Nine
  21. The Witching Hour
  22. Chapter Ten
  23. 100% Duck
  24. Chapter Eleven
  25. It’s the Thought That Counts
  26. Chapter Twelve
  27. Our Very Best Life
  28. Chapter Thirteen
  29. The Life of the Party
  30. Chapter Fourteen
  31. Ask and You Shall Receive
  32. Chapter Fifteen
  33. R-E-S-P-E-C-T
  34. Chapter Sixteen
  35. Neutral Territory
  36. Chapter Seventeen
  37. A Girl on a Mission
  38. Chapter Eighteen
  39. Paper, Paper, Get Your Paper!
  40. Chapter Nineteen
  41. Risky Business
  42. Chapter Twenty
  43. No Right Choice
  44. Chapter Twenty-One
  45. The Kind of Promise You Can Keep
  46. Chapter Twenty-Two
  47. Behind Door Number Three
  48. Chapter Twenty-Three
  49. Common Ground
  50. Chapter Twenty-Four
  51. Back on the Market
  52. Chapter Twenty-Five
  53. Let It All Out
  54. Chapter Twenty-Six
  55. My Calling
  56. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  57. First-Date Jitters
  58. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  59. Home Sweet Home
  60. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  61. Causing a Scene
  62. Chapter Thirty
  63. A New Kind of Normal
  64. Chapter Thirty-One
  65. Stuck in the Middle
  66. Chapter Thirty-Two
  67. Three Legs Are Better Than Two
  68. Chapter Thirty-Three
  69. Project BFF
  70. Chapter Thirty-Four
  71. Lip-Synching for My Life
  72. Chapter Thirty-Five
  73. Dear Sweet Pea
  74. Author’s Note
  75. About the Author
  76. Copyright
  77. About the Publisher

But curiosity and peer pressure win out, so after pressing my ear to my dad’s door to make sure he’s asleep, I wave Kiera down the hall.

When I make no move to open the door, Kiera reaches out and turns the doorknob. We’re greeted by a pitch-black room, so she takes the lead and feels her way along the wall until she finds a light switch.

Whoa.

I don’t know what I expected, but this is not it.

It’s like an art studio. Full of easels and paint with canvases propped up against the wall and the drop cloth Dad uses at his job during the day to protect the floors.

Kiera steps ahead of me to take a look around. “I knew your dad was a painter, Sweet Pea, but I didn’t know he was a painter.”

And he is. He really is. I wondered what Dad might be doing over here in all the hours he’d always filled with me and Mom. Now I see. Paintings of me. Me with Cheese. Grandma. Even a woman who looks like Miss Flora Mae. All of them with bright, popping backgrounds. Lime green. Fluorescent purple. Blinding yellow.

They’re not art-museum good (actually, I’ve never been to a real art museum, so what do I know?), but they’re good in a different kind of way. One canvas leaning against the wall is the only one not of a person or Cheese. This one is two identical houses side by side. No house in between. It’s the perfect-world version of my mom’s mirror-house plan.

“Hey!” says Kiera. “I love this one of you and Cheese!”

She holds up a canvas, and sure enough it’s me. Waves tamed into curls, black-and-white-striped turtleneck, my favorite black corduroy skirt, and a double chin. I’m sitting on a wooden chair, and Cheese sits curled in my lap. The background is a bright mustard yellow that fades at the edges into the white of the canvas.

My cheeks blush at the sight of myself. I see all the details that stand out to Dad when he looks at me—my hair, my smile, my eyes. It’s like I’m seeing myself through someone else’s eyes. The most artistic things I’d ever seen Dad do were his seasonal window paintings, and those were mostly turkeys or peppermint wheels, but this is real, actual art. “Wow. This is . . .”

“Beautiful,” Kiera finishes.

I nod. “It is.”

After we do a little more snooping around, we’re sure to leave everything just as we found it. We head back to my room, and Kiera and I decide to share my bed. One difference between Mom’s and Dad’s houses is that at Dad’s I have a bigger bed with plenty of room to share.

As we lie there, waiting to fall asleep, I think about telling Kiera about Miss Flora Mae and maybe even fessing up about the letter to her that I responded to.

But just as I open my mouth, Kiera says, “I can’t believe your dad has kept that room all shut off and hasn’t told you about it.”