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Contents ( 112)
  1. Dedication
  2. Epigraph
  3. Contents
  4. Chapter One
  5. The Cat’s Out of the Box
  6. Chapter Two
  7. The Most Important Meal of the Day
  8. Chapter Three
  9. The Comeback Kid Minus the Comebacks
  10. Chapter Four
  11. AKA Patricia
  12. Chapter Five
  13. One Size Does Not Fit All
  14. Chapter Six
  15. The Difference Between Like and Like-Like
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Good as Gravy
  18. Chapter Eight
  19. By Invitation Only
  20. Chapter Nine
  21. The Witching Hour
  22. Chapter Ten
  23. 100% Duck
  24. Chapter Eleven
  25. It’s the Thought That Counts
  26. Chapter Twelve
  27. Our Very Best Life
  28. Chapter Thirteen
  29. The Life of the Party
  30. Chapter Fourteen
  31. Ask and You Shall Receive
  32. Chapter Fifteen
  33. R-E-S-P-E-C-T
  34. Chapter Sixteen
  35. Neutral Territory
  36. Chapter Seventeen
  37. A Girl on a Mission
  38. Chapter Eighteen
  39. Paper, Paper, Get Your Paper!
  40. Chapter Nineteen
  41. Risky Business
  42. Chapter Twenty
  43. No Right Choice
  44. Chapter Twenty-One
  45. The Kind of Promise You Can Keep
  46. Chapter Twenty-Two
  47. Behind Door Number Three
  48. Chapter Twenty-Three
  49. Common Ground
  50. Chapter Twenty-Four
  51. Back on the Market
  52. Chapter Twenty-Five
  53. Let It All Out
  54. Chapter Twenty-Six
  55. My Calling
  56. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  57. First-Date Jitters
  58. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  59. Home Sweet Home
  60. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  61. Causing a Scene
  62. Chapter Thirty
  63. A New Kind of Normal
  64. Chapter Thirty-One
  65. Stuck in the Middle
  66. Chapter Thirty-Two
  67. Three Legs Are Better Than Two
  68. Chapter Thirty-Three
  69. Project BFF
  70. Chapter Thirty-Four
  71. Lip-Synching for My Life
  72. Chapter Thirty-Five
  73. Dear Sweet Pea
  74. Author’s Note
  75. About the Author
  76. Copyright
  77. About the Publisher

Dad interrupts her. “Thanks, Shawna.”

Kiera and I look at each other for a moment and then look away. I don’t really know how to talk about her dad, and I don’t think she does either.

I open my door, and Kiera follows me inside.

“Whoa,” says Kiera as she drops her backpack on my bed. “This is, like, basically what I remember your room looking like when y’all all lived together.” She turns to me. “Is this the same wallpaper?”

“Look closer,” I tell her.

She runs her fingers over the peach-colored walls and sees that the little pattern is completely painted by hand.

“This is painted?” she asks.

I nod. “Dad couldn’t find the matching paper, so he just painted it himself.”

She shakes her head in disbelief. “That’s kind of weird, but it’s really sweet too.”

I plop down in my desk chair. “It is, isn’t it?”

“I can’t believe how much this place looks like your other room. It’s like a museum, kind of. It’s like they never even got a divorce.”

“That’s sort of the point, I think.”

“What do you mean?”

“My mom calls it mirror houses. She didn’t want things to change for me too much, so she got my dad to rent this place and make it up to look almost like the old house. But there are still some differences if you look closely. A lot, actually.”

She turns around, looking at every detail. “Weird.”

“You’re not kidding.”

“But, like, is this house the exact same with all the same rooms and everything?”

I shake my head. “Not quite. Mom’s house has two bedrooms and this one has a third.”

“What does your dad keep in it?”

“Huh.” I think for a moment. “I’ve never actually been in there.”

“Can we go in there now?”

“Um, I don’t know.” I’ve convinced myself that whatever is behind that door is no big deal, but the way Kiera is pushing the issue makes me uneasy.

“It’s your house, isn’t it?”

I can’t help but feel a little defensive. Of course it’s my house. “I think it’s just his old stuff. Maybe later.” I clear my throat. “Um, so you know what your mom was talking about out there, right?”

“About my dad and your dad?”

“And how my dad is gay now.” I force my shoulders straight as I say it, just in case Kiera agrees more with her dad than her mom.

“What do you mean now? Isn’t that the kind of thing where you’re that way the whole time?”

I hold my hands up and shrug, a little relieved by her reaction. “I’m not really sure how all this works.”

She doesn’t really have much to say to that, so she loops her fingers through the carpet and says, “I heard my parents arguing about it. Your dad,” she clarifies. “As if they didn’t already have enough to argue about.”

I prickle at that. It’s not my dad’s fault that her parents are fighting. “I’m sorry, I guess? Maybe if your dad wasn’t . . . Never mind.”