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Contents (112)
  1. Dedication
  2. Epigraph
  3. Contents
  4. Chapter One
  5. The Cat’s Out of the Box
  6. Chapter Two
  7. The Most Important Meal of the Day
  8. Chapter Three
  9. The Comeback Kid Minus the Comebacks
  10. Chapter Four
  11. AKA Patricia
  12. Chapter Five
  13. One Size Does Not Fit All
  14. Chapter Six
  15. The Difference Between Like and Like-Like
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Good as Gravy
  18. Chapter Eight
  19. By Invitation Only
  20. Chapter Nine
  21. The Witching Hour
  22. Chapter Ten
  23. 100% Duck
  24. Chapter Eleven
  25. It’s the Thought That Counts
  26. Chapter Twelve
  27. Our Very Best Life
  28. Chapter Thirteen
  29. The Life of the Party
  30. Chapter Fourteen
  31. Ask and You Shall Receive
  32. Chapter Fifteen
  33. R-E-S-P-E-C-T
  34. Chapter Sixteen
  35. Neutral Territory
  36. Chapter Seventeen
  37. A Girl on a Mission
  38. Chapter Eighteen
  39. Paper, Paper, Get Your Paper!
  40. Chapter Nineteen
  41. Risky Business
  42. Chapter Twenty
  43. No Right Choice
  44. Chapter Twenty-One
  45. The Kind of Promise You Can Keep
  46. Chapter Twenty-Two
  47. Behind Door Number Three
  48. Chapter Twenty-Three
  49. Common Ground
  50. Chapter Twenty-Four
  51. Back on the Market
  52. Chapter Twenty-Five
  53. Let It All Out
  54. Chapter Twenty-Six
  55. My Calling
  56. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  57. First-Date Jitters
  58. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  59. Home Sweet Home
  60. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  61. Causing a Scene
  62. Chapter Thirty
  63. A New Kind of Normal
  64. Chapter Thirty-One
  65. Stuck in the Middle
  66. Chapter Thirty-Two
  67. Three Legs Are Better Than Two
  68. Chapter Thirty-Three
  69. Project BFF
  70. Chapter Thirty-Four
  71. Lip-Synching for My Life
  72. Chapter Thirty-Five
  73. Dear Sweet Pea
  74. Author’s Note
  75. About the Author
  76. Copyright
  77. About the Publisher

Oscar turns to me and takes my hand. Can he hear them too? His face looks a little pained, and I can tell I’m not just making it up. Suddenly, I feel fiercely protective. It’s not just Dad they’re talking about. In a way, it’s Oscar too. But whether or not Oscar is gay, it doesn’t matter, because these people are just flat-out wrong.

I whisk him away from the wall of gossiping adults, stomping as much as any two seventh graders can wearing just socks on soft foam mats.

“Where to first?” he asks.

I swallow back the anger and anxiety swirling in my chest like a sandstorm. Neither of my parents have made their reason for getting divorced a secret, but something in me—the same thing that would jump in front of a moving car for Cheese—makes me want to stop anyone from saying anything mean or rude about Dad. To protect him.

“Sweet Pea?” asks Oscar. “Can we just go jump?”

My mom always says that sometimes the best thing you can do to show a bully that they’re in the wrong is to live your very best life, and right now our very best life is jumping up and down until our heads spin. “Anywhere but the rock wall!” I finally say. “Just looking at that harness gives me a wedgie.”

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Chapter Thirteen

The Life of the Party

There are lines for almost everything at Trampoline Zone. I swear, Kiera invited the whole dang town. Except me, and even though I never expected to be invited, I can’t help feeling a little hurt at the thought of how much trouble she went through to not invite me.

Oscar and I find one of the basic trampolines unoccupied, but it’s still way better than any trampoline I’ve ever been on. There are even trampolines against the wall to bounce off. When I say kids are bouncing off the walls, I’m dead serious.

Jumping back and forth with Oscar is the most fun because we send each other higher and higher into the air. Being a bigger girl, it might make me feel a little self-conscious to do this with other people, but Oscar and I are around the same size. It’s kind of like how it’s no fun playing on a seesaw with friends who are way skinnier than you, because you just sit there on the ground opposite them like a sunken ship.

Like Oscar says, fat kids gotta stick together. The first time he said that, actually, I couldn’t hide how much the thought of being called fat mortified me. But Oscar just shrugged and said, “Fat doesn’t have to be a bad thing.”

“Have you thought about what you’re going to say when Kiera sees you?” he asks as we pass each other midair.

My mouth goes dry at the thought of it. “Happy birthday?”

Oscar bounces on his butt and I land beside him, and we both take a moment to sprawl out and catch our breath. “She’s gonna be so mad,” he says, whispering even though no one can hear us over the music.