Chapters (83)
- Cover
- Maps
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Epilogue
- About the Author
Another almost imperceptible nod.
‘Their names are Yngve and Idun Formby. He must be close to seventy by now and she’s a couple of years younger, if I remember correctly. It’s been a while since I’ve seen them. But it follows that they were pretty old when they got me, past forty. Far too old.’
Karen swallows.
‘They weren’t able to have children of their own, as I’m sure you’ve pieced together by now, so they took a ready-made one. And by the time they realised what a disappointment I was, they were too old to be given any more adopted kids.’
The camera zooms in on Luna’s rigid face and stays there while Billy asks the next question.
‘Are you happy with yours?’
Luna’s eyes dart to the side, as though she’s trying to figure out what he means.
‘Your adopted children, I mean. Are you happy with them?’
‘Yeees . . .’ Luna says uncertainly, as though she can sense that whichever answer she chooses, it will be the wrong one.
‘Lucky you, then. Since your biological son never meant anything to you, I mean. Were you unable to have more real kids, is that why you had to go down to Africa to buy other people’s?’
‘They are my real children.’
‘No, they’re not. I’m your real child, but you never even bothered to look me up. Even though you had tonnes of money and every opportunity. And that’s charge number three. You were happy to go to Africa, but not Doggerland.’
‘I’m sorry, Billy, but I just couldn’t . . . Even if I’d known—’
‘Shut up!’
Billy screams the words.
‘Shut up, shut up, shut up!’
He continues to scream and sob until he’s interrupted by a coughing fit. The camera shakes and seems about to be turned off as an unfocused jumble of table legs, a plastic bucket, Luna’s bare feet and something that looks like a rag rug flicker past.
Then the coughing subsides, and the camera is once again pointed at Luna’s face. Her eyes wild with terror now.
The only sound is Billy’s ragged breathing. Eventually, it begins to slow. Then his voice is back, seemingly unperturbed, as though nothing happened.
‘They’re religious, too,’ he says. ‘Just like you. Believers in a higher power. You believe, don’t you?’
‘Yes, but I’m not—’
‘They believe in a god who punishes people like me,’ Billy cuts in. ‘Who will send me to hell when I die. Do you think that’s where I’ll end up, too?’
‘I don’t believe in that kind of heaven and hell.’