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Chapters (83)
  1. Cover
  2. Maps
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Epilogue
  83. About the Author

Maybe there’s someone out there right now, worrying about him? Someone who wonders where he is and why he hasn’t been in touch. Other relatives, perhaps. Friends, or even better, a boyfriend. Someone she could find in his call list and texts.

Hopefully the phone survived the crash, she thinks to herself. Granted, it didn’t turn on, but the screen seemed to be in one piece.

I’m going to make it my fucking mission to find someone who cares.

Chapter 46

46

‘I’m sorry, but I honestly don’t know. Billy was always pretty secretive.’

Eirik repeats almost verbatim what Kore said before handing the phone to his boyfriend.

‘How did you first get to know him?’

‘I didn’t really know him. He used to hang out in the same bars as us, but it’s been years since I had the energy to go out at night.’

‘But surely you know at least something about the guy?’

‘I know he used to work as a waiter at a café, but that his real dream was being a flight attendant or working with fashion or media. Like everyone else. He was fun to talk to, but very naïve. I don’t think he could have been more than seventeen at the time, so no wonder, really. I remember him telling me his parents weren’t OK with him being gay, and that he had moved out a few years earlier. Or maybe someone else told me that. People gossiped a lot.’

‘No boyfriend? Or other friends you remember?’

‘No, if anything he seemed kind of lonely and contact-seeking. I remember feeling sorry for him and thinking he was the type to get himself into trouble.’

‘How so?’

‘Because he was so young and rootless. Practically made to fall in with the wrong men.’

‘So how come you recommended him for a job at KGB?’

‘Pure happenstance, actually. I hadn’t seen Billy in years when we bumped into each other at the market hall last spring. He told me he’d been working as a waiter at some of the better restaurants in town and then as a receptionist on the ferries, but that the flight attendant thing had come to nothing. Some kind of back problem that apparently made it hard to work as a waiter, too. And around that time, Kore had mentioned that they needed someone in the studio who could take care of the practical side of things and receive visitors. I gave Billy Kore’s number and then I heard he got the job. And that he was good at it.’

‘But you didn’t see him socially after that?’