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  1. Dedication
  2. 1. Declan
  3. Declan
  4. 2. Hannah
  5. Hannah
  6. 3. Hannah
  7. Hannah
  8. 4. Hannah
  9. Hannah
  10. 5. Declan
  11. Declan
  12. 6. Hannah
  13. Hannah
  14. 7. Declan
  15. Declan
  16. 8. Declan
  17. Declan
  18. 9. Hannah
  19. Hannah
  20. 10. Declan
  21. Declan
  22. 11. Hannah
  23. Hannah
  24. 12. Declan
  25. Declan
  26. 13. Hannah
  27. Hannah
  28. 14. Declan
  29. Declan
  30. 15. Hannah
  31. Hannah
  32. 16. Hannah
  33. Hannah
  34. 17. Declan
  35. Declan
  36. 18. Hannah
  37. Hannah
  38. 19. Hannah
  39. Hannah
  40. 20. Hannah
  41. Hannah
  42. 21. Declan
  43. Declan
  44. 22. Hannah
  45. Hannah
  46. 23. Declan
  47. Declan
  48. 24. Hannah
  49. Hannah
  50. 25. Declan
  51. Declan
  52. 26. Hannah
  53. Hannah
  54. 27. Declan
  55. Declan
  56. 28. Hannah
  57. Hannah
  58. 29. Declan
  59. Declan
  60. 30. Hannah
  61. Hannah
  62. 31. Declan
  63. Declan
  64. 32. Hannah
  65. Hannah
  66. 33. Hannah
  67. Hannah
  68. 34. Declan
  69. Declan
  70. 35. Hannah
  71. Hannah
  72. 36. Declan
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  74. 37. Hannah
  75. Hannah
  76. 38. Declan
  77. Declan
  78. 39. Hannah
  79. Hannah
  80. 40. Declan
  81. Declan
  82. 41. Hannah
  83. Hannah
  84. 42. Declan
  85. Declan
  86. 43. Hannah
  87. Hannah
  88. 44. Declan
  89. Declan
  90. 45. Hannah
  91. Hannah
  92. 46. Hannah
  93. Hannah
  94. 47. Declan
  95. Declan
  96. 48. Hannah
  97. Hannah
  98. 49. Declan
  99. Declan
  100. 50. Hannah
  101. Hannah
  102. 51. Declan
  103. Declan
  104. Epilogue
  105. Hannah
  106. Epilogue Two
  107. Grant
  108. Books by Nikki Lawson

She tries to look away from me, but I squeeze her chin gently to get her attention again, and her eyes snap to mine. “I want you to listen to me very carefully because I’m only going to say this once, and you need to hear it.”

Her eyes frantically search my face, but finally settle back on mine and she nods.

“That night at Opal and Oak? It was one of the best of my life—because of you. I’ve never been drawn to anyone the way that I am to you,” I tell her honestly. “But I think you already know that, don’t you?”

She nods again, but it’s a little hesitant, so I move my hand down to her throat again, stroking its edge softly with my thumb and resisting the powerful, almost primal urge to plant my mouth there. To taste the pulse that’s fluttering wildly beneath my fingertips.

“But seeing as you don’t have a boyfriend,” I start again, pausing to give the words more weight, “From now on, I’m going to do everything I can to convince you that I’m the right man for that job. Not him.”

There it is—everything she needs to know. No games, no pretending this is casual. I want her to know exactly where I stand.

Another moment crackles between us, so thick with tension and possibility that it’s hard to breathe. We stand staring into each other’s eyes, oblivious to the rest of the world around us, and I feel like time stops. Just like the night we spent together at Opal and Oak seemed to stretch on forever, time bends around us, pulled taut from opposite ends until there’s no end in sight on either side.

All I see is Hannah, her beautiful, full lips, the redness shining on her cheeks, and her chest rising and falling rapidly with each of the labored breaths she takes.

“I have to go,” she says, although the words seem like they’re hard to get out. Time snaps back to motion, but Hannah doesn’t move or do anything to put distance between us. Yet again, I can’t help noticing the way her body is in conflict with her words. I don’t think she really wants to go anywhere at all, she’s just scared of what’s happening between us. “I have a full day of classes tomorrow, and I have some more studying I need to do.”

“Okay,” I say, stepping back. I’d never want to stand between her and what’s important to her.

Her education matters. Her goals matter. I want to be part of her life, not an obstacle in it.