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Chapters (108)
  1. Dedication
  2. 1. Declan
  3. Declan
  4. 2. Hannah
  5. Hannah
  6. 3. Hannah
  7. Hannah
  8. 4. Hannah
  9. Hannah
  10. 5. Declan
  11. Declan
  12. 6. Hannah
  13. Hannah
  14. 7. Declan
  15. Declan
  16. 8. Declan
  17. Declan
  18. 9. Hannah
  19. Hannah
  20. 10. Declan
  21. Declan
  22. 11. Hannah
  23. Hannah
  24. 12. Declan
  25. Declan
  26. 13. Hannah
  27. Hannah
  28. 14. Declan
  29. Declan
  30. 15. Hannah
  31. Hannah
  32. 16. Hannah
  33. Hannah
  34. 17. Declan
  35. Declan
  36. 18. Hannah
  37. Hannah
  38. 19. Hannah
  39. Hannah
  40. 20. Hannah
  41. Hannah
  42. 21. Declan
  43. Declan
  44. 22. Hannah
  45. Hannah
  46. 23. Declan
  47. Declan
  48. 24. Hannah
  49. Hannah
  50. 25. Declan
  51. Declan
  52. 26. Hannah
  53. Hannah
  54. 27. Declan
  55. Declan
  56. 28. Hannah
  57. Hannah
  58. 29. Declan
  59. Declan
  60. 30. Hannah
  61. Hannah
  62. 31. Declan
  63. Declan
  64. 32. Hannah
  65. Hannah
  66. 33. Hannah
  67. Hannah
  68. 34. Declan
  69. Declan
  70. 35. Hannah
  71. Hannah
  72. 36. Declan
  73. Declan
  74. 37. Hannah
  75. Hannah
  76. 38. Declan
  77. Declan
  78. 39. Hannah
  79. Hannah
  80. 40. Declan
  81. Declan
  82. 41. Hannah
  83. Hannah
  84. 42. Declan
  85. Declan
  86. 43. Hannah
  87. Hannah
  88. 44. Declan
  89. Declan
  90. 45. Hannah
  91. Hannah
  92. 46. Hannah
  93. Hannah
  94. 47. Declan
  95. Declan
  96. 48. Hannah
  97. Hannah
  98. 49. Declan
  99. Declan
  100. 50. Hannah
  101. Hannah
  102. 51. Declan
  103. Declan
  104. Epilogue
  105. Hannah
  106. Epilogue Two
  107. Grant
  108. Books by Nikki Lawson

Theo’s in position to the right of the goal, unguarded and pacing impatiently while he waits for someone to give him an opportunity. A fight breaks out between Noah and his counterpart, and in the scuffle of flying gloves and helmets, Declan seizes the puck and sends it across the ice right to Theo, who’s already winding up for the shot before the puck even reaches him.

The puck swishes into the net just as the horn signals the end of the game, and the stands erupt. My mother and I both jump from our seats, shouting and spraying popcorn all over us both. When I glance back at the ice where the Aces have piled around Declan to pound on his helmet in celebration, his eyes dart to mine—so quickly that no one else would ever notice or think anything of it.

But I do.

And even as I celebrate with everyone else, I can’t help but feel like that look held a message meant only for me. The goal Declan assisted with wasn’t just for the team.

It was for me, just like he promised.

7. Declan

Chapter 7

Declan

My bike rumbles beneath me, making me feel alive in only the way it can as I speed through Denver heading to the arena for practice. But it’s nothing compared to the high I’m still riding after the killer play I made at the very end of our last game—and the look I saw on Hannah’s face out in the stands after. I might not have netted the goal myself, but I told her I’d score one for her, and I kept my word.

Since it’s just a practice session, I’m sure she won’t be here, but part of me is hoping she’ll show up to the arena today so I can remind her of it. The thought brings a smile to my face as I pull into the parking lot and coast into one of the spots reserved for players and staff. But as I shove the kickstand down with my boot, my phone starts ringing in my pocket—and a chiming ringtone that I only use for my mom carries across the empty parking lot.

Shit. I hope she’s okay.

Leaving her back in San Diego was easily the hardest part about making the decision to play for the Aces. I worry about her and her Parkinson’s all the time, but even more so now that I don’t live less than half an hour away from her. If something goes wrong, I can’t just drop everything and be at her side in a flash.

It’s the constant tug of war I’ve lived with for years—chasing my dreams while taking care of the one person who sacrificed everything for me. The distance between us now only makes that tension sharper.