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Chapters (108)
  1. Dedication
  2. 1. Declan
  3. Declan
  4. 2. Hannah
  5. Hannah
  6. 3. Hannah
  7. Hannah
  8. 4. Hannah
  9. Hannah
  10. 5. Declan
  11. Declan
  12. 6. Hannah
  13. Hannah
  14. 7. Declan
  15. Declan
  16. 8. Declan
  17. Declan
  18. 9. Hannah
  19. Hannah
  20. 10. Declan
  21. Declan
  22. 11. Hannah
  23. Hannah
  24. 12. Declan
  25. Declan
  26. 13. Hannah
  27. Hannah
  28. 14. Declan
  29. Declan
  30. 15. Hannah
  31. Hannah
  32. 16. Hannah
  33. Hannah
  34. 17. Declan
  35. Declan
  36. 18. Hannah
  37. Hannah
  38. 19. Hannah
  39. Hannah
  40. 20. Hannah
  41. Hannah
  42. 21. Declan
  43. Declan
  44. 22. Hannah
  45. Hannah
  46. 23. Declan
  47. Declan
  48. 24. Hannah
  49. Hannah
  50. 25. Declan
  51. Declan
  52. 26. Hannah
  53. Hannah
  54. 27. Declan
  55. Declan
  56. 28. Hannah
  57. Hannah
  58. 29. Declan
  59. Declan
  60. 30. Hannah
  61. Hannah
  62. 31. Declan
  63. Declan
  64. 32. Hannah
  65. Hannah
  66. 33. Hannah
  67. Hannah
  68. 34. Declan
  69. Declan
  70. 35. Hannah
  71. Hannah
  72. 36. Declan
  73. Declan
  74. 37. Hannah
  75. Hannah
  76. 38. Declan
  77. Declan
  78. 39. Hannah
  79. Hannah
  80. 40. Declan
  81. Declan
  82. 41. Hannah
  83. Hannah
  84. 42. Declan
  85. Declan
  86. 43. Hannah
  87. Hannah
  88. 44. Declan
  89. Declan
  90. 45. Hannah
  91. Hannah
  92. 46. Hannah
  93. Hannah
  94. 47. Declan
  95. Declan
  96. 48. Hannah
  97. Hannah
  98. 49. Declan
  99. Declan
  100. 50. Hannah
  101. Hannah
  102. 51. Declan
  103. Declan
  104. Epilogue
  105. Hannah
  106. Epilogue Two
  107. Grant
  108. Books by Nikki Lawson

I don’t have a clue how I got here or what made her decide to kiss me, but Hannah is in my arms, her lips pressed firmly against mine, and I feel alive again. I kiss her back with a hunger that’s been building since the moment I recognized her in the locker room. My tongue meets hers, exploring the inside of her perfect mouth as I use my body to guide her back against my bike, cradling her against me.

“T’as encore meilleur goût que dans mes souvenirs,” I mutter, clutching her face in both hands.

She shudders in response, and I rest my hand on her throat to pull her in for an even deeper kiss than before. She arches against me, her body seeking mine as if she can’t help herself. My entire body responds, blood rushing south in response.

But then her hands fly out, pressing gently against my chest and breaking our kiss.

I back off, although it physically pains me to do it.

We stare at each other in near disbelief, breathing heavily and unable to speak. Hannah’s pupils are blown wide, darkening the green and blue of her irises, and her cheeks are flushed pink. She looks like a fucking dream.

She pushes off my bike and licks her lips, and my body lurches instinctively like it wants to chase her tongue back into her mouth with mine, but I fight it. I need to let her set the pace, even when every cell in my body is screaming to close the distance between us again.

“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have done that. It was a mistake,” she says quietly without looking me in the eye, probably because she doesn’t trust herself to do it.

Her body is betraying her words again—her rapid breathing, her flushed skin, the way she can’t quite meet my gaze—but I’d be a fucking liar if I said those last four words that just left her mouth didn’t sting.

“I just needed to get it out of my system,” she whispers. “You know, break the tension that’s been building between us since you started with the Aces. Now we can go back to being just casual acquaintances. We can act like what happened between us was⁠—”

“Say it was nothing,” I interrupt her, and her eyes dart up to mine before she diverts them again. “I dare you.”

She doesn’t say anything, just stares at the asphalt, so I reach for her chin and gently tilt it up toward me to look her in the eye.

“You should never apologize for kissing me, hummingbird,” I murmur. “There will never be a time when I don’t want to kiss you. And as for it being a mistake? I don’t think so.”