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  1. Dedication
  2. 1. Declan
  3. Declan
  4. 2. Hannah
  5. Hannah
  6. 3. Hannah
  7. Hannah
  8. 4. Hannah
  9. Hannah
  10. 5. Declan
  11. Declan
  12. 6. Hannah
  13. Hannah
  14. 7. Declan
  15. Declan
  16. 8. Declan
  17. Declan
  18. 9. Hannah
  19. Hannah
  20. 10. Declan
  21. Declan
  22. 11. Hannah
  23. Hannah
  24. 12. Declan
  25. Declan
  26. 13. Hannah
  27. Hannah
  28. 14. Declan
  29. Declan
  30. 15. Hannah
  31. Hannah
  32. 16. Hannah
  33. Hannah
  34. 17. Declan
  35. Declan
  36. 18. Hannah
  37. Hannah
  38. 19. Hannah
  39. Hannah
  40. 20. Hannah
  41. Hannah
  42. 21. Declan
  43. Declan
  44. 22. Hannah
  45. Hannah
  46. 23. Declan
  47. Declan
  48. 24. Hannah
  49. Hannah
  50. 25. Declan
  51. Declan
  52. 26. Hannah
  53. Hannah
  54. 27. Declan
  55. Declan
  56. 28. Hannah
  57. Hannah
  58. 29. Declan
  59. Declan
  60. 30. Hannah
  61. Hannah
  62. 31. Declan
  63. Declan
  64. 32. Hannah
  65. Hannah
  66. 33. Hannah
  67. Hannah
  68. 34. Declan
  69. Declan
  70. 35. Hannah
  71. Hannah
  72. 36. Declan
  73. Declan
  74. 37. Hannah
  75. Hannah
  76. 38. Declan
  77. Declan
  78. 39. Hannah
  79. Hannah
  80. 40. Declan
  81. Declan
  82. 41. Hannah
  83. Hannah
  84. 42. Declan
  85. Declan
  86. 43. Hannah
  87. Hannah
  88. 44. Declan
  89. Declan
  90. 45. Hannah
  91. Hannah
  92. 46. Hannah
  93. Hannah
  94. 47. Declan
  95. Declan
  96. 48. Hannah
  97. Hannah
  98. 49. Declan
  99. Declan
  100. 50. Hannah
  101. Hannah
  102. 51. Declan
  103. Declan
  104. Epilogue
  105. Hannah
  106. Epilogue Two
  107. Grant
  108. Books by Nikki Lawson

“Look, your daughter has only ever said amazing things about you to me. I know she loves and respects you—but you’re not her keeper, and you’re not mine. So you can do whatever you want to me. You can make my life hell if that’s what will make you feel better, but none of that is going to change how I feel about her.”

Dunaway stands staring at me, fuming. He paces by my bedside a few times before he whirls on me, but I match his intensity with a glare of my own and raise my eyebrows at him expectantly, almost daring him to say whatever he feels like he needs to get off his chest. I’m incredibly grateful to this man for giving me my big break in the league, but I’m not going to let him weaponize that against me.

“This is not what I wanted for my daughter,” he snaps, his eyes narrowed in anger.

My heart hammers in my chest because I know I’m about to risk throwing away the career I’ve worked so hard and so long for, but I can’t let this go. I can’t stay quiet. Even if it costs me my career trajectory by getting me benched for the rest of the season. I care about Hannah way too much to let any of that stop me.

I grip the plastic rails on the hospital bed and look right into Dunaway’s stormy eyes. “Maybe instead of thinking about what you want for Hannah, you should ask her what she wants for herself. Isn’t that what matters the most?”

Dunaway’s head jerks back a little. He stares at me for a moment, looking almost dumbfounded. His fists drop, and his jaw grinds side to side as he chews on whatever thoughts are clearly racing through his mind, but he doesn’t say anything.

We stare at each other in the cramped hospital room, tension simmering between us for what feels like forever. Then Dunaway drags in a long breath, rolling his shoulders.

“I’ll make sure the nurses keep an eye on you,” he says, his tone turning businesslike again as he slips back into the role of professional hockey coach.

Without another word, he strides out of the room and closes the door behind him, leaving me alone. But when I glance over at the glass built into the door, I find him standing there and watching me, his jaw still working, like he hasn’t let go of what I said.

Good. Because for Hannah’s sake, it’s past time someone got into her dad’s head a little bit.

41. Hannah

Chapter 41

Hannah