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  1. Dedication
  2. 1. Declan
  3. Declan
  4. 2. Hannah
  5. Hannah
  6. 3. Hannah
  7. Hannah
  8. 4. Hannah
  9. Hannah
  10. 5. Declan
  11. Declan
  12. 6. Hannah
  13. Hannah
  14. 7. Declan
  15. Declan
  16. 8. Declan
  17. Declan
  18. 9. Hannah
  19. Hannah
  20. 10. Declan
  21. Declan
  22. 11. Hannah
  23. Hannah
  24. 12. Declan
  25. Declan
  26. 13. Hannah
  27. Hannah
  28. 14. Declan
  29. Declan
  30. 15. Hannah
  31. Hannah
  32. 16. Hannah
  33. Hannah
  34. 17. Declan
  35. Declan
  36. 18. Hannah
  37. Hannah
  38. 19. Hannah
  39. Hannah
  40. 20. Hannah
  41. Hannah
  42. 21. Declan
  43. Declan
  44. 22. Hannah
  45. Hannah
  46. 23. Declan
  47. Declan
  48. 24. Hannah
  49. Hannah
  50. 25. Declan
  51. Declan
  52. 26. Hannah
  53. Hannah
  54. 27. Declan
  55. Declan
  56. 28. Hannah
  57. Hannah
  58. 29. Declan
  59. Declan
  60. 30. Hannah
  61. Hannah
  62. 31. Declan
  63. Declan
  64. 32. Hannah
  65. Hannah
  66. 33. Hannah
  67. Hannah
  68. 34. Declan
  69. Declan
  70. 35. Hannah
  71. Hannah
  72. 36. Declan
  73. Declan
  74. 37. Hannah
  75. Hannah
  76. 38. Declan
  77. Declan
  78. 39. Hannah
  79. Hannah
  80. 40. Declan
  81. Declan
  82. 41. Hannah
  83. Hannah
  84. 42. Declan
  85. Declan
  86. 43. Hannah
  87. Hannah
  88. 44. Declan
  89. Declan
  90. 45. Hannah
  91. Hannah
  92. 46. Hannah
  93. Hannah
  94. 47. Declan
  95. Declan
  96. 48. Hannah
  97. Hannah
  98. 49. Declan
  99. Declan
  100. 50. Hannah
  101. Hannah
  102. 51. Declan
  103. Declan
  104. Epilogue
  105. Hannah
  106. Epilogue Two
  107. Grant
  108. Books by Nikki Lawson

The nickname—the one he whispered against my skin that night as he worshipped me—sends a shiver through me that has nothing to do with the crisp air. He gently kisses my neck, making my skin come alive with goosebumps as my knees weaken. My heart races and my breathing turns ragged as memories of that night, of everything he just said, flood me.

I don’t know how I do it, but I shake my head and take a small step back from him to look him in the eyes.

“Just because you know those things doesn’t mean you know me,” I say firmly.

“Maybe not, but I want to.”

“That would be a mistake.” I swallow hard. “It would probably be better for both of us if we just pretend we’ve never met before now.”

With that, I turn and start walking back to my car before the voice in the back of my head screaming at me to stay can win out.

“You can pretend all you want, hummingbird,” he calls after me, his tone light—although I can hear an edge of determination in it. “But I’m not giving up that easily.”

His words make my heart skip, but I don’t answer. I just slip into my car and put the key in the ignition, although I can’t help stealing glances at him as he leans against the building, watching me. He doesn’t look defeated at all. He looks… patient. Like a man who knows exactly what he wants and is willing to wait for it.

The thought sends equal parts thrill and worry racing through me. I start the engine and pull away, desperate to put some extra distance between us before my body spontaneously combusts just from his proximity.

But as I drive back toward my apartment, my body hums with awareness, my nipples tight against the fabric of my bra and my skin still tingling where he touched me. I swear I can still feel his phantom touch on me, as if that night between us never ended.

4. Hannah

Chapter 4

Hannah

Six Months Ago

The masked man is kissing me like I’ve never been kissed before, hungry and desperate, like he’s afraid if he takes his lips away from mine I’ll spontaneously disappear. But I’m not going anywhere.

I lose myself in the kiss a little, my tongue sliding against his, while he takes greedy handfuls of my dress and skin. He’s warm to the touch like an ember, and he smells like cedar and spice, which ignites something in me. The rest of the club seems to fade away as I zero in on the blaze of his lips against mine, and for a second, I forget there’s anyone else in the room.

There’s only him—and I can’t get enough.