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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Nadim Rub’s Most Magnificent Deception
  4. The Alchemic Conception of
  5. The Puppy Love of Parvez Khan
  6. The Crushed Rose Petals of a
  7. The Relative Cost of Gold
  8. The Beginning of the Double Life
  9. The Triumphant Return of Ricky
  10. Of Sunflowers and Sunny Side Ups
  11. A Glorious Spring Wedding for
  12. The Importance of Not Forgetting to
  13. The Middle-Naming of
  14. The Married Life of Ricky Karim and
  15. The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan
  16. The Balti Ballads of Tooting Broadway
  17. Parvez Khan Mourns the Loss of Love
  18. Shona Khan Discovers Photos
  19. The Octopus in the Garage
  20. The Academic Pursuits of Omar Khan
  21. Between Greek Tragedy and
  22. The Balti Ballads Play Brick Lane
  23. The Trouble with December Evenings
  24. Châteauneuf du Pape in a
  25. Burnt Cookies and Driving Lessons
  26. Becoming Accustomed to a Face
  27. Ricky-Rashid Makes a Damning Discovery
  28. Shona Khan Makes a Damning Discovery
  29. Sharif Khan Meets an Angel in Tennis Shoes
  30. The Romantic Memories of Sharif Khan
  31. Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford
  32. Mrs Henna Karim Extends a
  33. The Dhaka Tea Party
  34. A Performance, a Bookmark and a
  35. Sharif Khan and the Terrifying Truth
  36. Won’t Let Us Have a Breakdown
  37. Confessions Across a Hospital Bed
  38. The Mother and Child Reunion
  39. Party in the Park
  40. Acknowledgements
  41. AN INTERVIEW

Ricky answered, sincerely, ‘I don’t want you to feel that you’re excluded from my world. You can’t be, you and the baby are my world.’ Seeing Verity’s eyes lift towards him, shining with hope and happiness, he made a decision, and committed to it so quickly that he surprised himself with his resolve. ‘If it’ll make you happier, I’ll only go back to Bangladesh every month, or less if I can manage it, and only for an overnight stay at most, just to check on the lands and that Ammie’s still kicking and complaining. And I’ll stop seeing the people who turn up from Bangladesh - I only meet up with them out of politeness anyway.’ He thought with a fleeting, genuine sorrow about Shona - the imaginary visitors from Bangladesh were almost always an excuse which would allow him to see her occasionally; he would have to try and see her during working hours now. Besides, Shona didn’t need him; she had his money for whatever secret she had planned; she had her husband and her life in Tooting. She was more of an exile from the family than even he was.

Verity nodded, her tears almost dried up, and was even able to give Ricky a tremulous smile. ‘That would make me happier. But I still don’t understand. You’ll share your life with me, but not your name.’

Ricky had an idea. ‘Why don’t we share our names, Verity? If it means so much to you to take my name, I’ll take yours, too. What do you think? Mr and Mrs True-man-Karim?’

Verity was astounded. ‘You’ll take my name, too? I mean, you don’t mind? On your passport and everything?’

‘What?’ said Ricky, this time his attempt at humour judged a bit more accurately. ‘Don’t you like the idea? You mean you’ll share your life with me, but not your name?’

‘Oh, Ricky,’ said Verity, hugging him with sudden delight. ‘You do love me! You do want the world to know about us.’

In the congenial coffee-scented embrace that followed, in those early hours of the morning, while Ricky fed Verity her favourite bitter-mint chocolates, he reflected that spinning a lie was like spinning smooth threads of chocolate; it melted in the mouth sweetly, and made everything so much more palatable. He had no intention of changing all his paperwork - he would keep a separate set for his different lives; his Bangladeshi passport would remain the same, but the British passport which he could apply for now that he and Verity were married would carry his new, married name.

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