Chapters (41)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Nadim Rub’s Most Magnificent Deception
- The Alchemic Conception of
- The Puppy Love of Parvez Khan
- The Crushed Rose Petals of a
- The Relative Cost of Gold
- The Beginning of the Double Life
- The Triumphant Return of Ricky
- Of Sunflowers and Sunny Side Ups
- A Glorious Spring Wedding for
- The Importance of Not Forgetting to
- The Middle-Naming of
- The Married Life of Ricky Karim and
- The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan
- The Balti Ballads of Tooting Broadway
- Parvez Khan Mourns the Loss of Love
- Shona Khan Discovers Photos
- The Octopus in the Garage
- The Academic Pursuits of Omar Khan
- Between Greek Tragedy and
- The Balti Ballads Play Brick Lane
- The Trouble with December Evenings
- Châteauneuf du Pape in a
- Burnt Cookies and Driving Lessons
- Becoming Accustomed to a Face
- Ricky-Rashid Makes a Damning Discovery
- Shona Khan Makes a Damning Discovery
- Sharif Khan Meets an Angel in Tennis Shoes
- The Romantic Memories of Sharif Khan
- Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford
- Mrs Henna Karim Extends a
- The Dhaka Tea Party
- A Performance, a Bookmark and a
- Sharif Khan and the Terrifying Truth
- Won’t Let Us Have a Breakdown
- Confessions Across a Hospital Bed
- The Mother and Child Reunion
- Party in the Park
- Acknowledgements
- AN INTERVIEW
Ricky answered, sincerely, ‘I don’t want you to feel that you’re excluded from my world. You can’t be, you and the baby are my world.’ Seeing Verity’s eyes lift towards him, shining with hope and happiness, he made a decision, and committed to it so quickly that he surprised himself with his resolve. ‘If it’ll make you happier, I’ll only go back to Bangladesh every month, or less if I can manage it, and only for an overnight stay at most, just to check on the lands and that Ammie’s still kicking and complaining. And I’ll stop seeing the people who turn up from Bangladesh - I only meet up with them out of politeness anyway.’ He thought with a fleeting, genuine sorrow about Shona - the imaginary visitors from Bangladesh were almost always an excuse which would allow him to see her occasionally; he would have to try and see her during working hours now. Besides, Shona didn’t need him; she had his money for whatever secret she had planned; she had her husband and her life in Tooting. She was more of an exile from the family than even he was.
Verity nodded, her tears almost dried up, and was even able to give Ricky a tremulous smile. ‘That would make me happier. But I still don’t understand. You’ll share your life with me, but not your name.’
Ricky had an idea. ‘Why don’t we share our names, Verity? If it means so much to you to take my name, I’ll take yours, too. What do you think? Mr and Mrs True-man-Karim?’
Verity was astounded. ‘You’ll take my name, too? I mean, you don’t mind? On your passport and everything?’
‘What?’ said Ricky, this time his attempt at humour judged a bit more accurately. ‘Don’t you like the idea? You mean you’ll share your life with me, but not your name?’
‘Oh, Ricky,’ said Verity, hugging him with sudden delight. ‘You do love me! You do want the world to know about us.’
In the congenial coffee-scented embrace that followed, in those early hours of the morning, while Ricky fed Verity her favourite bitter-mint chocolates, he reflected that spinning a lie was like spinning smooth threads of chocolate; it melted in the mouth sweetly, and made everything so much more palatable. He had no intention of changing all his paperwork - he would keep a separate set for his different lives; his Bangladeshi passport would remain the same, but the British passport which he could apply for now that he and Verity were married would carry his new, married name.