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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Nadim Rub’s Most Magnificent Deception
  4. The Alchemic Conception of
  5. The Puppy Love of Parvez Khan
  6. The Crushed Rose Petals of a
  7. The Relative Cost of Gold
  8. The Beginning of the Double Life
  9. The Triumphant Return of Ricky
  10. Of Sunflowers and Sunny Side Ups
  11. A Glorious Spring Wedding for
  12. The Importance of Not Forgetting to
  13. The Middle-Naming of
  14. The Married Life of Ricky Karim and
  15. The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan
  16. The Balti Ballads of Tooting Broadway
  17. Parvez Khan Mourns the Loss of Love
  18. Shona Khan Discovers Photos
  19. The Octopus in the Garage
  20. The Academic Pursuits of Omar Khan
  21. Between Greek Tragedy and
  22. The Balti Ballads Play Brick Lane
  23. The Trouble with December Evenings
  24. Châteauneuf du Pape in a
  25. Burnt Cookies and Driving Lessons
  26. Becoming Accustomed to a Face
  27. Ricky-Rashid Makes a Damning Discovery
  28. Shona Khan Makes a Damning Discovery
  29. Sharif Khan Meets an Angel in Tennis Shoes
  30. The Romantic Memories of Sharif Khan
  31. Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford
  32. Mrs Henna Karim Extends a
  33. The Dhaka Tea Party
  34. A Performance, a Bookmark and a
  35. Sharif Khan and the Terrifying Truth
  36. Won’t Let Us Have a Breakdown
  37. Confessions Across a Hospital Bed
  38. The Mother and Child Reunion
  39. Party in the Park
  40. Acknowledgements
  41. AN INTERVIEW

Verity sat down heavily beside him on the sofa, her face messy with sudden unhappiness. She nursed her hot coffee for a moment, and then said quietly, with a gentle hiccup, ‘Don’t you want people to know I’m your wife?’

‘Darling, of course I do!’ said Ricky. ‘We haven’t done anything in secret - we had an enormous wedding in your parents’ village and announced it to the world.’ Lightening the mood had never been his strong point, but he joked feebly, ‘We’ll get the wedding shots back from the photographer soon, in case you don’t remember.’

Verity hiccupped sadly again, ‘I don’t mean the people at the wedding. I mean your people. Your family. Why haven’t I met your brother, or your sister-in-law, or your mum? Or any of the people from Bangladesh that you see when you’re here? Don’t you want them to know that you married an English girl?’

Ricky paused for a moment, wondering what sister-in-law she could be talking about. Then he remembered that he had once let slip to Verity about Henna’s presence in the house back in Bangladesh, and had passed her off as Aziz’s wife, which didn’t seem quite like lying. Buying a bit of time, he reached over to his jacket and pulled out some of the dark bitter mints that Verity liked; he had bought them at the airport while waiting for his plane home. Setting them on the table between their coffee cups, he took Verity’s hand firmly. ‘Darling, I meant what I said before. You’re my family. Those other people mean very little to me, and I mean very little to them. Even my own Ammie makes it very clear that she prefers not to have me around, she would rather have Aziz and her daughter-in-law, and so that’s what she’s got.’ So far, so true. He took a surreptitious breath and, looking frankly into Verity’s eyes, prepared to lie to reassure her. ‘And of course they all know about you. It’s me they disapprove of, not you. They didn’t like me before, for not managing the farms and being a dutiful son and heir. And now I’ve gone and married an English girl in an English church, hardly the act of a good Muslim.’

Verity sniffed, not quite appeased, and said, ‘I just don’t want to be excluded from your world. I’ve been left out enough in my life as it is.’