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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Nadim Rub’s Most Magnificent Deception
  4. The Alchemic Conception of
  5. The Puppy Love of Parvez Khan
  6. The Crushed Rose Petals of a
  7. The Relative Cost of Gold
  8. The Beginning of the Double Life
  9. The Triumphant Return of Ricky
  10. Of Sunflowers and Sunny Side Ups
  11. A Glorious Spring Wedding for
  12. The Importance of Not Forgetting to
  13. The Middle-Naming of
  14. The Married Life of Ricky Karim and
  15. The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan
  16. The Balti Ballads of Tooting Broadway
  17. Parvez Khan Mourns the Loss of Love
  18. Shona Khan Discovers Photos
  19. The Octopus in the Garage
  20. The Academic Pursuits of Omar Khan
  21. Between Greek Tragedy and
  22. The Balti Ballads Play Brick Lane
  23. The Trouble with December Evenings
  24. Châteauneuf du Pape in a
  25. Burnt Cookies and Driving Lessons
  26. Becoming Accustomed to a Face
  27. Ricky-Rashid Makes a Damning Discovery
  28. Shona Khan Makes a Damning Discovery
  29. Sharif Khan Meets an Angel in Tennis Shoes
  30. The Romantic Memories of Sharif Khan
  31. Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford
  32. Mrs Henna Karim Extends a
  33. The Dhaka Tea Party
  34. A Performance, a Bookmark and a
  35. Sharif Khan and the Terrifying Truth
  36. Won’t Let Us Have a Breakdown
  37. Confessions Across a Hospital Bed
  38. The Mother and Child Reunion
  39. Party in the Park
  40. Acknowledgements
  41. AN INTERVIEW

‘I have it with coffee, in the mornings sometimes.’ Coffee? Shona raised her eyebrows, and Ricky felt obliged to explain himself. ‘I’ve discovered that coffee is better at keeping me awake if I’ve had a long flight, or have a long day ahead. They drink a lot of coffee at work here in England. Sometimes you can’t even get tea. I guess I’ve just got used to it now. Coffee, I mean.’

At this uncharacteristic gabble Shona realized that her father was lying to her, but she had no idea why he would lie about something as inconsequential as coffee and brown sugar. Deciding not to let herself get distracted by her papa’s strange behaviour, she bravely plunged into the reason for her visit. ‘Papa, I need to ask you for something. Parvez would be furious if he knew that I was asking this, that’s why I had to come here.’ Ricky waited, on tenterhooks, saying nothing. ‘I’m going to need you to lend me some money. In fact, give me some money. It’s very important.’

Ricky tried to stop himself sighing with relief. How obvious it was, and how dense he’d been. His daughter, living in poverty in south London after her ill-advised love marriage, had something urgent to ask him - of course, it was just to ask for some cash. It was so simple, and so easily resolved. He could wave his pen like a magic wand over his cheque book, and make all his and her troubles go away with one magnanimous gesture.

‘Of course, Jaan. How much do you need, say about £500?’ Doubtless she needed the money for some unexpected repair, or to replace one of the old appliances in her kitchen.

Shona took a deep breath. ‘No, Papa, I think more like £15,000. Maybe even more.’

Ricky almost dropped his teacup. ‘Shona, are you in trouble? Is Parvez in trouble with his loan?’ He’d heard stories about these south London loan sharks, getting people into debt and charging outrageous interest. But how could they be so much in debt so soon? They’d not even been in England for a year. Shona realized instantly what her father was thinking, and reassured him quickly.

‘No, Papa, no. It’s nothing like that. It’s for something private, something medical.’

‘But are you ill, Jaan?’ asked Ricky with concern, looking at Shona critically. She had never looked healthier, but these women’s things sometimes didn’t show.

‘No, Papa, I’m not ill. Neither is Parvez. But I do need the money. Please don’t ask me to explain why.’