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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Nadim Rub’s Most Magnificent Deception
  4. The Alchemic Conception of
  5. The Puppy Love of Parvez Khan
  6. The Crushed Rose Petals of a
  7. The Relative Cost of Gold
  8. The Beginning of the Double Life
  9. The Triumphant Return of Ricky
  10. Of Sunflowers and Sunny Side Ups
  11. A Glorious Spring Wedding for
  12. The Importance of Not Forgetting to
  13. The Middle-Naming of
  14. The Married Life of Ricky Karim and
  15. The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan
  16. The Balti Ballads of Tooting Broadway
  17. Parvez Khan Mourns the Loss of Love
  18. Shona Khan Discovers Photos
  19. The Octopus in the Garage
  20. The Academic Pursuits of Omar Khan
  21. Between Greek Tragedy and
  22. The Balti Ballads Play Brick Lane
  23. The Trouble with December Evenings
  24. Châteauneuf du Pape in a
  25. Burnt Cookies and Driving Lessons
  26. Becoming Accustomed to a Face
  27. Ricky-Rashid Makes a Damning Discovery
  28. Shona Khan Makes a Damning Discovery
  29. Sharif Khan Meets an Angel in Tennis Shoes
  30. The Romantic Memories of Sharif Khan
  31. Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford
  32. Mrs Henna Karim Extends a
  33. The Dhaka Tea Party
  34. A Performance, a Bookmark and a
  35. Sharif Khan and the Terrifying Truth
  36. Won’t Let Us Have a Breakdown
  37. Confessions Across a Hospital Bed
  38. The Mother and Child Reunion
  39. Party in the Park
  40. Acknowledgements
  41. AN INTERVIEW

Shona reached for Omar’s pomegranate juice and, taking a sip, an underlined phrase in his notes caught her eye. ‘Shklovskij: People living at the seashore grow so accustomed to the murmur of the waves that they never hear them.’ Intrigued, Shona sat down and read on, the lines copied out by Omar’s neat, precise hand. ‘By the same token, we scarcely ever hear the words which we utter …’ That was all, it was the last thing he had written; she must have interrupted him before he finished writing out the rest. She picked up the book Omar had been reading to see if there was any more, and his bookmark fell out. A slim copper bookmark, engraved with an etching of New College and ‘Omar R Khan’. On the back, also engraved, was ‘Yours, JO’. So that was the name of Omar’s new girlfriend. Jo. She replaced the bookmark, and found the rest of the phrase in the book: ‘ … we scarcely ever hear the words which we utter … we look at each other, but we do not see each other any more’. Her father’s words in the hospital echoed back to her; she had agreed not to see his double life, if he had not seen hers.

When Omar came back, he was flushed with excitement. ‘Jim’s been having a miserable time in Portugal, he’s already planning his next holiday. He’s organizing some trip to go clubbing in Ibiza. I thought I might go, too.’

‘Sure, if you can afford it,’ Shona said. ‘You don’t have to ask. Will your girlfriend be going, too?’

‘I wasn’t asking, Ma,’ Omar said with slight reproach. ‘I’m a grown-up, and I’ll find some work when I get back to pay for it all. And don’t worry about girls, Oakley’s insisting that this is a lads-only trip.’

‘I’m not sure that sounds like any less to worry about,’ said Shona dryly. ‘And who’s Oakley?’

‘Oakley is Jim’s surname, I call him Oakley sometimes,’ said Omar, sitting back at the desk and getting out his mobile. ‘I’m going to text Sharif and tell him, he’ll be sooo jealous; he always wanted to go clubbing in Ibiza, but can’t, what with all his … urn,’ Omar hesitated for no apparent reason, before saying, ’work commitments.’ He got back up again. ‘In fact, I’m going to email him so I can gloat properly …’

‘Well, it’s about time he started to take his work seriously,’ Shona said. ‘I don’t know what else he’s doing with his time. Your Abbu says his constant absenteeism is getting beyond a joke. And send him my love.’