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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Nadim Rub’s Most Magnificent Deception
  4. The Alchemic Conception of
  5. The Puppy Love of Parvez Khan
  6. The Crushed Rose Petals of a
  7. The Relative Cost of Gold
  8. The Beginning of the Double Life
  9. The Triumphant Return of Ricky
  10. Of Sunflowers and Sunny Side Ups
  11. A Glorious Spring Wedding for
  12. The Importance of Not Forgetting to
  13. The Middle-Naming of
  14. The Married Life of Ricky Karim and
  15. The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan
  16. The Balti Ballads of Tooting Broadway
  17. Parvez Khan Mourns the Loss of Love
  18. Shona Khan Discovers Photos
  19. The Octopus in the Garage
  20. The Academic Pursuits of Omar Khan
  21. Between Greek Tragedy and
  22. The Balti Ballads Play Brick Lane
  23. The Trouble with December Evenings
  24. Châteauneuf du Pape in a
  25. Burnt Cookies and Driving Lessons
  26. Becoming Accustomed to a Face
  27. Ricky-Rashid Makes a Damning Discovery
  28. Shona Khan Makes a Damning Discovery
  29. Sharif Khan Meets an Angel in Tennis Shoes
  30. The Romantic Memories of Sharif Khan
  31. Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford
  32. Mrs Henna Karim Extends a
  33. The Dhaka Tea Party
  34. A Performance, a Bookmark and a
  35. Sharif Khan and the Terrifying Truth
  36. Won’t Let Us Have a Breakdown
  37. Confessions Across a Hospital Bed
  38. The Mother and Child Reunion
  39. Party in the Park
  40. Acknowledgements
  41. AN INTERVIEW

‘Amma, summer term doesn’t break up until the middle of next month. I can’t just up and leave,’ Shona started to explain.

‘The middle of next month?’ Henna mused, considering the proposal. ‘Say on the fifteenth? Yes, that will just about do. Well, come in the middle of next month, then,’ she said, suddenly not sounding distressed at all, but businesslike. ‘So it’s all settled.’ Shona pursed her lips, realizing how her mother had just manipulated her, using her lifetime experience of amateur dramatics for that very purpose.

‘Amma,’ Shona protested, ‘you have to tell me why you want me to come. Are you quite well? Is it Nanu? You can’t just expect me to pay for a ticket to Dhaka with no reason.’

‘Well, get the money from your prosperous father,’ Henna snapped at her, ‘if your great Pakistani husband is so poor that he can’t afford to send his wife to visit her poor old mother.’ Realizing from the silence at Shona’s end that this tactic was proving less than persuasive, she added, ‘Shona, I’m sorry for being cross. But this is important, I wouldn’t ask you if it wasn’t. Why are you making me give you reasons, when I’ve told you I can’t? Do you want me to beg you to come? My own, my only daughter, my own flesh and blood, wants me to beg? All right then, I’ll beg, I am begging you now. Come to Dhaka, Shona moni. I need you here.’ By the end of her little speech, Henna’s tones had shifted from bridling in cross words to wheedling in honeyed, humble tones.

Feeling instantly ashamed, even while she knew she was being played like putty by a seasoned expert at getting her own way, Shona said, ‘Amma, don’t speak like that. All right, I’ll come.’

Having achieved what she wanted, Henna ended the call instantly, with barely a veneer of civility. ‘Good, well I have to go now, Shona. Let me know which flight you’ll be on.’

Shona looked at the clock in the passageway; it was four in the morning, and she felt too tired to be angry at her mother. She put the phone down, and went back to bed.

Parvez was in the same position, but his breathing was lighter and shallow - he had, not surprisingly, woken up. Shona lay down at her end of the bed, and wished she had the comfort of someone’s arms around her. She went back to sleep with difficulty, counting the hours and minutes until she would see Dermot again.

’So why exactly are you going to Dhaka?’ asked Dermot, as Shona drove them to his flat during her after-school driving lesson.