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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Nadim Rub’s Most Magnificent Deception
  4. The Alchemic Conception of
  5. The Puppy Love of Parvez Khan
  6. The Crushed Rose Petals of a
  7. The Relative Cost of Gold
  8. The Beginning of the Double Life
  9. The Triumphant Return of Ricky
  10. Of Sunflowers and Sunny Side Ups
  11. A Glorious Spring Wedding for
  12. The Importance of Not Forgetting to
  13. The Middle-Naming of
  14. The Married Life of Ricky Karim and
  15. The Musical Memories of Sharif Khan
  16. The Balti Ballads of Tooting Broadway
  17. Parvez Khan Mourns the Loss of Love
  18. Shona Khan Discovers Photos
  19. The Octopus in the Garage
  20. The Academic Pursuits of Omar Khan
  21. Between Greek Tragedy and
  22. The Balti Ballads Play Brick Lane
  23. The Trouble with December Evenings
  24. Châteauneuf du Pape in a
  25. Burnt Cookies and Driving Lessons
  26. Becoming Accustomed to a Face
  27. Ricky-Rashid Makes a Damning Discovery
  28. Shona Khan Makes a Damning Discovery
  29. Sharif Khan Meets an Angel in Tennis Shoes
  30. The Romantic Memories of Sharif Khan
  31. Omar Khan Celebrates May Day in Oxford
  32. Mrs Henna Karim Extends a
  33. The Dhaka Tea Party
  34. A Performance, a Bookmark and a
  35. Sharif Khan and the Terrifying Truth
  36. Won’t Let Us Have a Breakdown
  37. Confessions Across a Hospital Bed
  38. The Mother and Child Reunion
  39. Party in the Park
  40. Acknowledgements
  41. AN INTERVIEW

Once the pregnancy had been thus dishonestly and enthusiastically achieved, Henna was completely indifferent to both Rashid and the new life growing inside her. Only the heartbeat at Henna’s occasional check-ups reminded her about the child. All she cared about was that she would now be afforded truly special treatment, and was able to loll lazily in the house or on the veranda, flicking through her film magazines, playing her imported Elvis Presley records and shouting occasional orders to the servants to bring her sweets from town, or to make her tea with condensed milk and fried pastry delicacies. In the spirit of the swinging sixties, she cut her hair daringly short, right up to her shoulders, and wore it loose in a shining bob like one of her favourite film idols. Her inlaws looked on indulgently - Henna had become their little princess and could do no wrong. Of course they didn’t mind Henna’s below-average grades in her examinations - she had far more important things to worry about now. Thus pampered to her heart’s content, in pregnancy Henna became beautiful once more, and her skin lost its teenage imperfections and began to glow. Rashid’s vain little brother, Aziz, returned from his English boarding school and developed a thumping crush on her, competing with the servants to fulfil her tiniest requests for the reward of a smile or a patronizing pat.

Rashid, mystified by the shift of power in his family household that had occurred, simply accepted it, in the same way he had always accepted his father’s omnipresent disapproval. This paternal censure was magnified when he finally finished his studies, as he started training for accountancy rather than taking over the running of the family properties. He still nursed a secret hope that he and Henna would be able to move abroad one day, to the green and pleasant lands in which he had been educated, and believed that a professional qualification would pave the way. As it happened, with his father’s death they were forced to move abroad faster than he thought, to a land much greener and wetter than the England of his idyllic student memories.