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Contents ( 80)
  1. Before the Crown
  2. FLORA HARDING
  3. Chapter 1
  4. Windsor Castle, December 1943
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Cairo, April 1944
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. London, 8 May 1945
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Buckingham Palace, January 1946
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Germany, Schloss Salem, April 1946
  29. Chapter 22
  30. Chapter 23
  31. Café de Paris, Monte Carlo, April 1946
  32. Chapter 24
  33. Buckingham Palace, May 1946
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Balmoral Castle, August 1946
  36. Chapter 26
  37. Chapter 27
  38. Chapter 28
  39. Chapter 29
  40. London, October 1946
  41. Chapter 30
  42. Portsmouth, 1 February 1947
  43. Chapter 31
  44. South Africa, February 1947
  45. Chapter 32
  46. Chapter 33
  47. London, May 1947
  48. Chapter 34
  49. Chapter 35
  50. Chapter 36
  51. Chapter 37
  52. London, June 1947
  53. Chapter 38
  54. Chapter 39
  55. London, July 1947
  56. Chapter 40
  57. Buckingham Palace, July 1947
  58. Chapter 41
  59. London, July 1947
  60. Chapter 42
  61. Balmoral Castle, August 1947
  62. Chapter 43
  63. London, October 1947
  64. Chapter 44
  65. Chapter 45
  66. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  67. Chapter 46
  68. Chapter 47
  69. London, November 1947
  70. Chapter 48
  71. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  72. Chapter 49
  73. Buckingham Palace, November 1947
  74. Chapter 50
  75. Kensington Palace, 20th November 1947
  76. Chapter 51
  77. Buckingham Palace, 20th November 1947
  78. Acknowledgements
  79. About the Author
  80. About the Publisher

Elizabeth gives in and laughs. ‘A little bit, maybe. Usually I’m the one who feels out of place,’ she confesses. ‘Now you know how I feel at parties. Was it awful?’

‘What, you mean apart from the incessant rain and the midges and a blister the size of Paris on my heel?’

She grimaces with sympathy. ‘A blister? Ouch. Try padding it with some fleece, Philip. You’ll find bits on the hillside wherever the sheep have been. But you don’t have to go again. Stalking isn’t for everyone.’

‘Oh yes I do,’ Philip says grimly. ‘There is no way I’m going to tell your father I gave up after one day. I’m going to bag a deer if it kills me. I’m thinking of it as my quest,’ he adds, only half joking. ‘I need to slay a deer to win my princess.’

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So day after day he slogs up the hillsides with Murdoch. The ghillie teaches him how to scan the landscape for the deer that are so perfectly camouflaged against the moorland. He shows Philip how to drop onto his stomach and wriggle through the heather inch by inch, ignoring the black boggy water and the flies and the sheep droppings. For most of the time Philip is wet and cold and uncomfortable but the challenge of stalking a wild beast across the hillside has captured his imagination. There is something primordial about what he is doing. It reminds Philip of sailing at Gordonstoun, struggling to keep control of the cutter as it bucked over the waves and the wind screamed and threw spray viciously at his face. Stalking may not feel as dangerous, but it is man against nature again, and nature definitely has the upper hand.

Sometimes Murdoch gestures to Philip to freeze and drop to the ground. He passes him the binoculars and points, and when Philip brings them into focus, he sees a herd in the distance. But they always scatter before they are close enough to take aim.

‘I had a stag in my sights today,’ he tells Elizabeth at tea one day. ‘He must have got a whiff of us or something because he took off before I could pull the trigger.’

‘Oh, what a shame!’

‘Ye-es.’ Philip chews a fish-paste sandwich thoughtfully. He is oddly torn. ‘Part of me wanted to take the shot and prove I could do it. But another part of me was glad he got away. He was such a magnificent beast. I didn’t want to kill him. It’s a pity we can’t have the challenge of stalking and the reward of taking a photograph at the end.’

‘We need to shoot them to manage numbers,’ Elizabeth says. ‘I understand what you mean: to see an animal like that in the wild is a thrill, but if we let them breed unchecked, half of the herd will starve or succumb to diseases and that is a much grimmer death than a clean shot. It’s not just shooting for the sake of it: we manage the deer and the habitat, we eat the venison … it’s part of the natural order of things.’